Finest Jin

Queen (21+)

We returned to the apartment, fingers interlaced, bodies leaning on each other. The cameras in the elevators seemed to have become inconsequential. There was a tenuous connection again, though forged largely in regret. I longed for the heat that had burned in his farewell.

"I need to shower. I won't be long." I took my leave of him in the entrance and rushed back to the bathroom. Under the water, I sloughed off the sweat, the tears, the sadness that his doubts had left on my skin. 'Here for the money'...even the thought filled me with repulsion. I had a successful curriculum business that was passively generating income, and had come to teach because it was my passion. My home in Canada was paid for. I resented the idea that a woman should ever be dependent on a man or anyone else. When all the chips were down, it was the strength of ones' own spine that determined whether or not you could overcome. I knew that BTS had been, in many ways; sheltered. They would not often cross paths with a woman of my mettle. Their dashing good looks and overwhelming good fortune drew hordes of desperate, pretty young things wanting only to be rescued by a handsome prince. Perhaps Jin needed to learn that he was dealing with a Queen.

I towelled off quickly, moisturizing my face and working a brush through my hair that, just as quickly was insistent on curling into ringlets. I had forgotten to bring a change of clothes, so I wrapped the towel around me and went into the bedroom. SeokJin had changed into pyjamas and was carefully putting away the contents of his shoulder bag. He turned to face me and held his arms out to offer a hug.

"Telly-Ah..." He smiled, but was taken aback by the direct stare that he got in return. I wasn't threatening him, but he could see that something was different. I stopped at the door and pulled it shut behind me, holding his gaze locked with mine. 

"Jin-Ah...I imagined how it would be when you got home." His eyes grew sad. "I thought of how things were when you left..." My hands rubbed up and down my own arms, embracing myself. "How you held me..." Jin set the bag down and began to come around the bed towards me. I held up a hand, stopping him. He was confused now. "I remember how you kissed me..." I slid a hand along my own collarbone, knowing that his eyes were captivated, watching my fingertips dance over my flesh. They followed the hand as it moved up my throat, over my jaw, then across my lips, one finger tracing across and back, letting the bottom lip roll down with the weight of my touch. I stepped back, leaning against the wall behind me, feeling its' coolness on my warm skin. I shivered. Jin stepped forward again. I shook my head, warning him.

"Jin-Ah...I spent many nights laying here in your bed remembering the feel of your body between my legs..." I lifted one foot, tracing up the wall with the pad of my foot, then swinging my knee across to squeeze my legs together, my palm pressing against my heated core over the towel. "I remember the feel of your hands massaging my breasts..." At this, I unhooked the towel and let it slide over my shapely breasts, hooking on my bent leg and puddling around my hips. My breasts were tingling as I cupped and kneaded them, knowing I had him hypnotized. Jin was still, his face contorted as though in pain, his gaze intent on my nipples being squeezed in my own fingers. I brought my hand back up my neck, pressing it back as though it was my hands on him. A gentle bump sounded as my head hit the wall. Jin was reanimated, taking three long strides and landing immediately before me. I narrowed my eyes as he reached for me, my gaze sharp. He pulled up, short, his eyes both pleading and befuddled. 

"Don't touch me." I growled. SeokJin was blushing. His face was heated as though he was the one exposed before me. I could see the accelerated rise and fall of his chest. His fingers were clenching and unclenching, yearning to grasp onto something...anything. I pulled his collar, tilting him forward until he had to slam his hands against the wall on either side of me to prevent falling. He was surrounding me and I looked up vixen-like as he peered down at me.