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louis: honestly i'm not sure i can handle all this
zayn: what exactly are we talking about?
louis: well i mean it's completely unrelated to the fact that there will be alcohol at this party and harry is in charge of the alcohol delivery
zayn: don't you trust him?
louis: yeah
louis: maybe
louis: idk?
zayn: louis.......
louis: i know it's bad to think this way but i mean wouldn't you feel the same way if liam did that to you? i mean think about it, it's fucked up that someone would go out of their way to purposely destroy the relationships they've built with people just because they become dependent on a substance that will end up killing them
zayn: one tid bit... harry didn't *do* that to anyone. he drank for a consecutive amount of days and that is it. he kept it away from everyone, he was in pain, he was alone, he *thought* he was alone. so saying that him drinking is purposely destroying relationships (in this situation at least) is kind of a stretch
louis: so you're saying that i'm overreacting?
zayn: maybe just a little bit
louis: ....
louis: okay
zayn: louis?
louis: i'm fine. i swear.
zayn: why are you lying ??
louis: because it hurts admitting that i thought i was going to lose harry. and i'm trying to find every possible way to get rid of my guilt that i wasn't there for him when he needed me even if he never explicitly told me so. it hurts that part of the pain that he felt was caused by me...
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Fanfiction[ zayn + liam // mature-ish ] how much can a relationship really be tested before it falls apart completely? [ completed: august 25, 2019 ] • • • • © xhappilyalive 2017