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letters to the lost ☆ zaniel

january 1, 2017

dear zach,

hey, it's me, daniel. I know you won't see this but I miss you. so much. I want you back but I know I'll never get to see you again. you've been gone for a year now and I think about you every day. there isn't one moment where you don't cross my mind. I still cant believe i lost you. it's all my fault and no one can try to tell me different. if I had just gotten there sooner, maybe you'd still be here. I like to think about what we'd being doing if I still had you. the only reason I'm writing this is because my mother said it might be a good idea to let my feelings out. so far I still feel the same. sad.

-daniel seavey

january 1, 2018

dear zach,

me again, it's now been two years since we lost you. since I lost you. every year i will write you a letter until I feel the need to stop. it pains me so much to write these. you don't know how much I wish to be with you right now. it hurts. it hurts knowing that I'll never see your smile again. it hurts knowing that we'll never see eachother again. it hurts so much zach. please come back. I miss you. maybe I'll see you soon.

-daniel seavey

january 1, 2019

zach,

three years. three years since you've been gone. I'm going to see you again tonight. I know it. this will be the last letter I write. the last time I'll pick up a pen and paper and write my heart out. the last time I'll see my family. the last time I'll go to school. the last time I'll be in pain. but the first time I'll see you in three years. there's no going back. in a few minutes, I'll be with you. I know it.

-daniel seavey

january 1, 2020

zachary,

I almost did it last year. but I couldn't. right as I opened the bottle, my mother came home. I was this close to seeing you again. I can't take it any more. it's been four years zach. four years. I'm going to try again tonight. it might not be what you would want but it's what I want. I have to see you. I need to see you. I just have to wait until my family leaves the house for the rest of the night. then I'll do it. I'll see you. they all just left. it's finally my time to go. I'll be with you soon.

-daniel seavey

"a local teen found dead inside of his own home late last night." the lady on the local news station said as a picture of daniel was displayed across the screen behind her.

"I can't belive he's gone. It's all my fault." zach cried into his mother's arms.

"this is gospel for the fallen ones"

"locked away in permanent slumber"

"confessing their philosophies"

"from pieces of broken memories"

this is gospel,, p!atd

(It's better live)

a/n kinda a vent if you could even call it that.
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