Just realized I posted this one twice, lol. I'm not bothering to delete it since there are a few comments on this and I don't want to get rid of those. Just a heads up in case you were confused.
I mutter hopelessly to myself
As my throat begins to feel thick.
I know it's so wrong but I just can't help
acting like this righteous dick.
My head hurts like a son of a bitch;
I hate how I get emotional like this.
But I just can't stop,
I just can't stop the feelings.
Just wanna stop feeling like this.
So I try and I try but nothing changes.
The world's always the same.
I wanna stop pretending,
But I'm just a pawn in the game.
So I push it all back,
until nothings left and
I've lost everything I once knew.
And everyone's gone
but somehow nothing's changed.
In my mind, still got so much to lose.
Reality, it's you I refuse.
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