"I don't know Amanda i really believe they can help you" Demi tells me
"Mommy please" i beg
"Alright fine" Demi tells me
Demi's letting me come home! I'm so fucking happy. I'm going to keep trying really hard to stay strong. Demi's discharging me while I pack.
"Mommy I'm ready to leave" I tell Demi
"Okay let's go" Demi says
Demi drives us back to the hotel. When we get inside our hotel room I run and attack Madison. We weren't apart long but it was horrible. My phone starts ringing and I see it's Ethan.
A: Hello
E: why haven't you answered my calls?
A: I was sent to rehab but it wasn't working out
E: rehab? You're one of those girls?
A: what is that supposed to mean?
E: alcoholism? Eating disorder? Self harming? None of that seems like you
A: well I'm battling an eating disorder and self harm
E: oh well um are you doing better?
A: kind of
E: well I don't want to be around someone with those issues so call me when you're not fucked up
I hang up on Ethan and break down. I really thought he would be supportive. Maddie sees me crying and runs over to me.
"Amanda what's wrong?" Maddie asks
"Ethan b-broke up w-with me" I cry
"He's a dick" Maddie states
"Way to be blunt" I giggle
"Seriously though Amanda he's not worth your tears" Maddie says seriously
"But how could he do that?" I ask
"He's a cold hearted bitch" Maddie says
"Who is?" Demi asks
"Ethan" I tell Demi
"The fuck did the little bastard do to you?" Demi asks angrily
"Broke up with me over my issues" I explain
"Fucking dick" Demi says
"It's fine though mommy I'll be okay" I say
"Alright kiddo" Demi says
"Can we go home?" I ask
"Of course, start packing" Demi says
Maddie packs her stuff and Demi gets her and Marissas stuff packed. Once were all packed Demi signs out if the hotel and we head to the airport.
"I want to sit next to Amanda" Maddie says
"But I want to sit next to mommy" I say
"No sit next to me" Maddie whines
"Madison don't whine" Demi scolds "and Amanda you can sit in the middle seat"
We get on the plane and get situated. Marissa sits in a row ahead of us. Our plane takes off and I listen to music. Right now I'm trying to distract myself the urge to cut. Everything with Ethan is really hitting me hard.
After a while my demons start taking over and I run to the bathroom. I break down and pull out my emergency blade. Stopping myself is really difficult and hard to do. I bring the blade across my wrist and Marissa barges in.
"Amanda give me the blade now" Marissa demands
Reluctantly, I hand over the blade. Marissa takes it and flushed it down the toilet. She immediately yanks down my pants and pulls me over her lap.
"Marissa don't please" I beg
"Don't cut yourself and I won't spank you" marissa states
She brings down the first smack and I scream out in pain. She then brings down the second one.
"MARISSA STOP THIS ISN'T FAIR" I yell
She ignored my screaming and continues to punish me.
"MOMMY MAKE HER STOP" I cry out
I hear running and Demi bursts through the door.
"MARISSA ANN CALLAHAN STOP IT RIGHT NOW" Demi yells
She pulls me off Marissas lap and pulls my pants up. She picks me up and carries me back to our seats. Everyone is staring at us and I give them the finger. I feel a sharp sting on my butt and yelp.
"Behave yourself Amanda" Demi scolds me
"I'm sorry mommy" I cry
"I know baby" demi says
Demi rubs my back and I fall asleep.
I feel the plane land as I wake up. Demi gets our stuff together and we get off. Max leads us to Demi's car and we get in. When we get home Maddie and Marissa go inside and I help Demi get our stuff out of the car.
"Why did marissa punish you earlier?" Demi asks me
"She caught me cutting" I mumble
"Why didn't you come to me?" Demi asks
"You were asleep" I say
"From now on any time you want to do that come to me whether I'm asleep or out recording" Demi tells me
"Okay" I say "I'm sorry"
"It's alright darlin" Demi smiles
"We go inside and sit the stuff down.
"I'm going to get Tristan from Natalie" Demi announces
"Can I come with you?" I ask
"Of course" Demi says
We get in the car and head to Natalie's. I can't wait to see my baby brother! By the time we get there I'm nearly jumping out of my seat. As soon as Demi puts the car in park I jump out and run straight inside. Tristan's asleep in a playpen so I get his stuff together then get him in his car seat.
"Jeez Amanda anxious to get him home?" Natalie laughs
"I missed my brother" I say defensively
I get Tristan in the car and we drive back home.
We're all back together the way we should be!
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Troublemaker
Fanfiction*warning: this fanfic has spankings in it if you don't like that don't read it* For new readers: Amanda, a 16 year old girl gets adopted by her idol. In this story you will follow her through the good and the bad in her life. For continuing readers:...
