CHRISTI'S POV
Nagising ako sa pagdampi ng palad ni Luke sa mukha ko.
"I don't know but I can't stop myself from falling more deeply inlove with you."
'Why Luke? Akala ko si Sarah na? Bakit ako rin? Mas masasaktan ka, ako at si Sarah. '
Nagpanggap pa rin akong tulog hanggang sa dumating si Leigh.
Narinig ko ang usapan nila.
"Should I fight for her? Dapat ko na lang sigurong tigilan to."
'Please Luke wag na. Sukuan mo na ako.'
"I'm giving up on her ,Leigh without telling her how I feel."
It's so painful hearing his words.
"You know what's giving up? You only do that once you really did your best."
Ganito ba talaga ang tadhana? Napakalupit sa amin.
"Love is not all about getting someone for yourself. It is also about making sure that the one you care about is also happy."
"But she's not happy."
Yes, I'm not happy right now.
Kami.
Hindi kami masaya.
Some of the most memorable and magical moments in life are ones filled with love. But just as love brings us beauty, it also has the ability to bring the dark, cold and ugly days in our life.
"I'm not her happiness, Leigh.".
'Sorry Luke.'
" If you truly love someone, fighting to make things work is going to be worth."
Ang hirap pala na malaman na may taong handang ipaglaban ka pero hindi mo matanggap kasi may ibang tao kang ipinaglalaban.
Kung pwede lang sana na ikaw na lang ulit.
Kung walang may masasaktan.
Narinig kong nagpaalam na si Leigh sa kanya kaya madali kong pinahid ang luhang pumatak sa mata ko at nagkunwaring kagigising lang.
"Kahit sa panaginip umiiyak ka?"
Mapait lang akong ngumiti.
"Pwede ka nang umalis Luke. Masyado na akong abala sayo. Gagawa na ako ng mga assignment ko." taboy ko sa kanya.
"Sure ka na okay ka na?"
Nagtagpo ang paningin namin.
Ako ang unang umiwas.
Hindi ko sya kayang tingnan.
"Kaya ko na ito Luke."
Pagkaalis nya ay ibinuhos ko ang luha na kanina pa nagbabadya na pumatak.
Lahat ng nararamdaman ko isinulat ko na lamang.
Nang mga sandaling iyon si PSR lang ang kaya kong sandalan na hindi konektado kay Paul, Sarah at Luke.
'If you truly love someone, fighting to make things work is going to be worth.
But while I'm fighting for the one I love who left me. Someone is there for me, fighting for me loving me even though it hurts him so bad.
Why I'm still waiting for someone who given up on me? While hurting the person who loves me?'
But I just can't stop loving him
I'm still willing to wait for him'
SARAH'S POV
I'm thinking about him.
I remember the time that I told him that I will forget everything. It's ironic because this time I'm having the hardest time to forget.
Nasasaktan ako kasi hindi ako naging sapat.
Alam ko kasi sa puso nya ay sya pa rin.
CHRISTI'S POV
Mugto ang mga mata ko ng pumasok sa library.
Agad kong tinungo ang pwesto kung saan nag iiwan ako ng sulat.
At meron ngang sulat doon.
'And daya mo naman. You didn't read my letter. 😔 But it's okay. I know that you have heavy load than mine. Let me tell you something.
Sometimes there are things in our lives that aren't meant to stay. Sometimes the changes we don't want are the changes we need to grow.
I think you should let go.
I know, what I'm telling you is painful.
If he comes back for you and you still love him then good for you.
Nakakalimutan mo ng mahalin ang sarili mo.
The last thing that you need in your life is to waste your time pursuing someone who gave up on you.'
Sinagot ko ang sulat.
They say that when you find the person you love, never let them go. When things get tough, whatever you do,never take the easy way out and leave. Never give up easily because it worth fighting for. '
For now, maghihintay pa rin muna ako.
Kasi mahal ko sya.
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