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Sarah's POV
"I better go, Luke. This time, it's a proper goodbye."
"Yeah. Thank you, Sarah and I'm sorry."
"Bakit ka naman nagta-thank you? Tapos nakailang sorry ka na ba?"
Niyakap nya ako.
"Thank you for loving me. Thank you for being there for me when I was too broken."
Oh, yes... It all started nung na broken sya kay Chris.
They are right.
Loving someone who is broken can break you too.
"Im sorry if I can't love you the way you love me."
Parang may bumara sa lalamunan ko at di ako makasagot.
This is hard..
Naiiyak na ako.
For the last time I hug him tight.
Last time.
"I need to go, Luke." sabi ko at tinulak sya palayo.
Walking away from him the second time around is so much for me.
All of the memories is coming to my head like a waterfalls.
It's so heartbreaking.
We started as friends.
And I had known him as a friend for years and fall inlove with him as the days goes by.
We did love each other and
I'm still loving him.
However, we were headed in different directions, and as painful and as stupid as it was, we had to break up.
Because I'm not enough.
I'm not the one he need.
I'm not the one who can fill those empty spaces.
I can't take it.
Bakit ako ang mas nasasaktan?
Ako ang tumapos, di ba?
Ako ang may gusto ng closure na to.
Nagmahal lang ako.
Pero bakit ang sakit?
I went home.
Pagkapasok ko sa kwarto ay napahaguhol na ako.
I want him back.
But I know he won't.
For him.
Im just a temporary love of his life.
Christi's POV
Magkasama kami ni Sarah ngayon.
"So what happen?" tanong ko.
"Saan?"
"You and Luke."
Natahimik sya sandali.
"Uhmm. We just talked."
"And?"
Ngumiti ito. "Closure." simpleng sagot nito.
"What?!! Akala ko mahal mo bakit di mo binalikan? "
Tumahimik ito sandali.
"I want him back. I really do. I'm planning us to be together again. But you know what? When I saw him? I can see that those feelings na kahit katiting lang na pamagmamahal na pinanghahawakan ko...wala na."
Nag-umpisa na syang lumuha.
"Habang sinasabi ko sa kanya ang mga nararamdaman ko, umaasa ako na sasabihan nya na subukan namin ulit." Napahagulhol na ito.
"I want him back. I want to hear his white lies about loving me. I want to hug him and I want to---" napahilamos sya.
"I love him, Chris but the man I'm in love with is too crazy in love with you."
Napayuko ako.
"Maybe naguguluhan lang sya." nasabi ko na lang. But there's a part in me na nagsasabi na mahal ako ni Luke. Lalo na at narinig ko ang mga sinabi nya sa library.
But I want them to be happy.
Kahit di na ako.
"I can feel na mahal ka nya. I'm jealous but I can't complain. This love square we have is so complicated."
Umiiyak na rin ako.
"Sarah, I'm sorry."
"Don't be sorry, Chris. Hindi naman natin sinasadya na nagmahal tayo pero di tayo ang pinili." Nagpahid sya ng luha.
"Atleast nakuha ko ang closure na gusto ko. Makakamove on na siguro ako nito."
"Why did you let him go?"
"Why not? He's not mine to begin with."
Napalabi ito.
"I just think letting him go is the right thing and because I love him."
Paul Saulo's POV
Im such a coward living her just like that. Seeing her cry breaks my heart too. I want her to see the beauty of out ways parting but maybe I just failed to.
I saw someone sit beside me.
"Hey?"
"Hi!"
"Penny for you thoughts?"
Tinitigan ko lang sya.
"Sorry for being feeling close. You look so troubled."
Ngumiti na ako. "It's fine."
"Anyway where are you heading to?"
Where?
Im going back to the people I left behind.
BINABASA MO ANG
His Deepest Downfall
De TodoLife is a myriad of things, too much to see, too little time. It's either you get something out of it or let it simply slip away. And I used to slip it away a lot. There are some things that we have ignored, and those things will never happen again...
