tomorrow without you | TWICE Saida

10 leave

Everyone in the dorm was busy cleaning up, I was already getting used to the atmosphere.

This would be our dorm for the next two years.

I sat up from my bed observing everyone, I wasn't a neat person so I didn't care about tidying up.

It would get messy again within the next week or so anyway.

I looked at everyone and then Sana.

She was packing her things, placing all her belongings into her luggage.

My heart sank.

"Don't go," I whispered underneath my breath.

"Please," I sighed.

"Dahyun! You're not going to pack? Your area is so messy!" Chaeyoung yelled at me from her bunk.

"Later!" I sulked as I laid down.

I didn't even want to watch Sana anymore.

I didn't want to watch her leave.

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Soon, I heard a loud zip and the rolling of the luggage wheels.

I sat back up staring at Sana walk across the room.

My eyes never left her as she went past.

Bed by bed, the only thing I hoped for at that moment was for her to stare at me.

But it didn't seem as if she would look back anytime soon.

I couldn't let her go like that.

Not without some last words at least.

I picked up all the courage I could.

She placed her hand on the door knob and pushed it down.

"S-Sana," I said from my bed.

It wasn't loud, but loud enough for her to hear me,

and turn her head.

And for the last time I saw her beautiful curious face anticipating what I had to say.

"Bye," I gave a slight smile.

She smiled and waved at me.

And then she left.

Tears started welling up in my eyes as I laid back down.

It was the best way to cry, no one could see you.

I was at the second bunk next to the door, the girl on my left bunked alone and she always took the bottom.

The girls on my right were busy packing.

I counted down the days till friday, till I could see her again.