The friday you weren't here was probably the worst friday I've experienced in awhile.
It was the friday I realised I never focused on the lessons the lecturers were teaching, ever since you came along.
I glanced at the seat you always sat at that was now taken up by Mina using her phone.
She was boring. She wasn't as intriguing to watch as you. She didn't take off her shoes and cross her legs on the chair like you always did. She never smiled as much as you did.
She was there texting, checking her bangs every now and then.
Boring. Boring because she wasn't you.
And after what seemed like ten minutes, I realised there was no purpose attending the lecture.
Nothing the tall man at the front said was going through my head.
So this is what it'd be like if you were gone.
Then please never leave.
Everything was dull, even Chaeyoung couldn't make me laugh.
You were magic. Somehow you defined my moods.
"I miss you," I said, head still resting on her shoulder.
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Seulgi, invited Sana, Chaeyoung, Momo and I to her house for a sleepover.
The tired host was already dozing off in her home room, leaving the four of us on the couch watching a movie.
I didn't really know what the movie was about, it was just fights over fights. boring. Maybe if I focused I would've understood it more.
It was Sana. She was sitting there looking so intently at the screen, every now and then shutting her eyes when the fights get too violent.
I just wanted to keep her, forever.
"Dahyun! Wake up!" Someone was shaking me, along with familiar yells.
Chaeyoung.
There was no sleepover, Seulgi barely spoke to me since school started.
A dream.
A stupid dream.
A happy dream.
Apparently the lecture had ended, and I missed her so, so much.
Chaeyoung, Tzuyu and the other girls were talking about the new hot boys on campus, but my mind was already occupied with Sana.
I knew it was so bold of me to even think I can have her like me, and it would be the most impossible thing for me to date her.
I had that fact figured out from the start, so I was perfectly fine with just being her friend, for as long as I could.
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tomorrow without you | TWICE Saida
RomanceDahyun falls in love with an older girl. An unreachable girl. "S-Sana," "Hm?" "Let's meet again, one day," And there was a short moment of silence. "One of these nights," I continued. She nodded. "I'll come find you again,"
