Sam Dying Rose

14

"Sorry I shouldn't have done that." Theo's voice breaks my thoughts.

"It's fine." I hop off the bed and rip my hand away from his. "I'm going to get something to eat do you want anything?"

He shakes his head and looks away. I walk into the kitchen and pull out a pack of noodles and turn the stove on. I grab a pot and pour water into it and place it on the stove.

"What was I thinking back there?" I ask myself. I shake my head and run my fingers through my hair.

"You okay?" My mom's voice startles me and I jump a little.

"Yea just tired I think."

"Well I'll finish up the noodles and bring them back to you if you want."

"No it's fine you don't make them right."

She raises an eyebrow and puts her hands on her waist. "What do you mean I don't make them right?"

"You haven't made my noodles in a long time and my taste has changed. I found different ways to make them."

"And where did you find the noodles to practice?" She lets out a small laugh.

"Naomi's mom use to helped me make them all the time."

My mom's smile drops and that when I realized I shouldn't have said that. "Oh."

"I'm sorry mom I shouldn't have said it like that."

She shakes her head and gives me a soft smile but I know it's fake. "No your fine I should've been there for you."

"Mom..."

She raises her and and gives me that fake smile again. "It's fine I'm going to go lay down you and your friend can have the living room." She walks out and my heart breaks. I didn't realize how emotional it made her when she remembers she wasn't really in my life.

Great I ruined everyone's mood way to go Sam. I finish up the noodles and head back to my room to find Theo asleep on my bed. I get closer and I can hear his soft snore. I smile and lay down next to him. I stare at his relaxed face and run my eyes over his features his eyebrows were perfect which made me a little jealous. His eyelashes were long his nose was the perfect size for his face and his lips looked kissable.

Goodness this boy made me lose my mind but I can't just kiss him when I just swerved him a minute ago. All of the reason not to kiss him run through my brain but my hormones override them and I smash my lips onto his waking him up immediately.

His eyes go wide in shock and he looks at me in confusion. But he quickly response and his lips move against mine. He sits up and pulls me on top of him he groans into the kiss and my body goes hot.

His tongue runs across my bottom lip and I grant him access. Our tongues rub against each other and the taste of his mouth fills mine. He moves his mouth from mine and down my neck. He bits softly at first but then soon it feels like he's attacking my neck. I can feel every hickey forming on my neck and I let out a soft moan.

I can feel his muscles flex underneath me and I run my hands over his back feeling all of his muscles work. He grabs my hips and moves them slowly so I can feel him under me. I moan again and he lets out a moan.

All of this feels so right but then I remember my mom is in the house and I'm a virgin I'm not ready for this. I push him anyway slowly and he catches his breath his lips red and his eyes glazed over.

"What's wrong?"

"I'm a virgin and I'm not ready for this plus my mom is in the house."

"I'm sorry Sam I didn't mean for all of this to happen. We're friends I don't know what came over me."