Chapter 1

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Walking through the noisy corridor
of Korean Multi-Arts University, Chaeyoung felt stressed while her hands were on the pocket of her black hoodie. She had her head down while walking since she already memorized the corridor and she can even sense people, that's what her brother, Jeong-Hoon taught her.

She sighed, feeling already tired from walking, she closed her eyes and let the music blasting from her earphones consume her world. She opened her eyes again and held her chin up, started walking faster towards her own studio. Yes, she owns a studio here inside the University because of her remarkable talent and creativity, her professor gave her this room for free for her to use. And she gladly accepted it. Inside the campus, she was known as Chaengcasso. She usually releases her artwork in the art exhibit together with her aspiring co-artists in the campus. Sometimes she includes a sculpture, but that rarely happens. Because her specialty is within the canvas.

Although she was popular for her artworks, masterpieces or whatever you call it, she never did brag about it and also she hated attention even though she was always the center of attraction. Because despite of her small height, her talent can make it big for her. Just to see her painting is such an opportunity and a lucky moment, because she prefers working alone—when no one is around. She prefers quiet and calm places rather than noisy ones. Which is why she hates walking through corridors and large halls. If she could, she could've teleported to wherever she wanted.

Because of her popularity, sometimes whenever there was an exhibit showcase, everyone would always wait for her artworks and not pay attention to anyone else's. Which she hated because everyone left other artists behind as if she was the only one inside the campus who has such talents. She looks up to other artists in the campus like someone who loves wearing gucci and making sculptures, he's known as Vante but his name is Kim Taehyung. And another artist was nicknamed Chimchim, and his name is Park Jimin, his specialty is both within sculptures and painting.

But Chaeyoung always compared herself to other people. She often misinterpreted her words even though it sounded like music to others, she often misunderstand her situations which put her in problems. She hated attention, but she also loved it sometimes which bothers her.

Am I bipolar?

She always asks herself yet no answer comes in mind, how could she answer if she herself was the one who asked the question? There must be someone who could explain it to her.

Am I still human?

Despite her bright and colorful image, Chaeyoung was cold in reality. She always push others out of her life whenever she feels insecure, she has her poker face whenever she's walking around and never did she flash a bright smile. She faked her smiles everytime someone would ask for a picture, it was needed. But Chaeyoung always hated smiling, she thinks it's too much work.

What if I won't be as succesful as in the future?

Chaeyoung always thought of it. What if her fame for these things only existed when she's in the campus? What if she does this and that and ruins her future? What if that, what if this, what if those. Her question always ruined her mood which is already sour and she's overthinking too much that it could drown her to death.

She thinks she's born in the wrong generation, in the wrong time. She perhaps wished that she was born when Korea was yet to be known in the whole world for different talents. She also wished that she was born when her ancestor was yet to meet her other half. She really hated this generation which brought her to wish for these things. But of course, her wishes won't come true.

And lastly, her million dollar question.

Will I ever fall in love?

She always imagined herself being in a relationship, and she just didn't get the image. Sometimes, she'd start painting about a couple but soon she'll grow tired to finish it. She always sees couples because her friends are couples, and she's the only one who's single in their group.

I wish I'd find my first love.

Chaeyoung wished, aside from those serious wishes, she really wished to meet someone who will turn her world upside down, who will make her perspective more colorful than usual, who would color her blank canvas.

And she didn't know that small wishes like these, comes true.

yo homies

idk what im doing

im not even done with ability I

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