Football Imagines

T.Hazard 😀 Why Won't You Love Me

You told me it's so hard to be lonely - 5 Seconds of Summer

Thorgan Hazard
🇧🇪Belgian National Team
💛🖤Borussia Dortmund

I rest my cheek against the glass window as the Red Devils make their way to Moscow for the World Cup.

I should be excited, I know, but I can't be knowing how I left the situation back home.
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I get out of the shower to see Claire with her head in her palms and her phone opened up on Instagram beside her.

"Mon amour, what's wrong?" I ask as my mind immediately starts to think of the worst.
"Two engagements and a wedding all within one month," she says.
"Who is it this time?" I ask.
"My best friend, she just got engaged, they've been dating for four years," she says.
"But that's a great thing, why are you sad?" I ask.
"Are you that oblivious? Everyone around me is getting engaged and I'm still here with nothing. We've been together for 8 years and you've barely brought up the topic of marriage. And I don't want to come across pushy, but it's been 8 years, if you're just here to waste my time then at least have the decency to tell me Thorgan," she says.
"I swear, I'm not here to waste your time, I really want to be with you," I say.
"You have a weird way of showing it, you don't know the half of how hard it is to be lonely," she says.
"But you're not lonely," I say.
"Are you sure, because who am I with when you're on away games. Who am I with when everyone around me is getting married," she says.
"You know that it's my job," I say.
"That doesn't explain why we've been together for 8 years and you run for the hills the minute I mention marriage or kids," she says getting up with anger, "I'm done with this, I'm done with you and I'm done with asking myself why you'll never love me," she says before leaving the room.
"Hey Claire come back, let's talk about this," I say chasing after her.
"I'm done talking, after 8 years there's nothing left to say. I'm done wasting my time," she says.
"So you're just giving up on us," I ask
"I'm not sure there is an us anymore," she says as she grabs her phone and walks to the door, "Have fun at the World Cup, I'll fetch my stuff when you're gone."