BlueBlood (Vampire Knight x Reader)

Chapter Thirty Nine - Roof Talks

Your POV
I ran outside and jumped up to the rooftop. I was wearing my casual clothes because the uniform can get so annoying. I wore blue skinny jeans, a white tee with the lettering "bite me" and a mouth with fangs and blood leaking out at the corner. I also wore a small black choker with a few gold bracelets. I had my hair in a messy braid and had my black bluetooth headphones. I was listening to The Score as I sat on the rooftop watching the stars. I was in deep thought. I was quickly brought back to reality when I heard a familiar voice.

"Is this your thinking spot too?"

It was Zero. God, I wanted nothing less than to see him. Things had been rough and we had made some progress, but right now I just didn't want to talk to him. I took my headphones off, letting them rest around my neck and answered,

"Sometimes, depends on the mood really."

He nodded, "I don't usually come here either." He said in his calming tone. He was watching the sky. I wonder what he's thinking about, he looks so peaceful.

I sighed, "Yeah, I came here to think. I guess I sort of needed that after everything that's happened."

He raised an eyebrow, "I didn't think you'd need a break after a small incident like that."

I shake my head, "Not the training nor the kidnapping. I mean the guys."

He raises an eyebrow again, "You? Having guy problems?" He chuckles, "Since when?" Ugh, his chuckle is so cute!

"Well... Yeah, I am..."

"Oh..." he said in response. "What seems to be the problem?"

I sigh, "Let's see... well first of all, I've gotten about.. five confessions in one night.." He nods, "Second, There's a lot of pressure because I got a letter from the hunter's association.. They want me to get back in the business." He looks a bit taken back but nods once again, "Third.. I'm just exhausted in general. I came up here in hopes of finally getting some peace but I guess I'll never really get peace."

He took a deep breath.  "That does seem like a lot... damn"

I nod, "yep" I said in response.

"So... What's your plan?"

I shake my head, "I honestly don't know... Running away is what I want to do most. I don't want to deal with any of this, really."

He thinks for a while, "I guess that's understandable... But as you've learned, running away doesn't solve anything."

I nod, "I know that, which is why I came up here instead of running away forever... I'll most likely do that if the guys don't leave me alone. So far it hasn't been too bad but... deep down I've always known. I just chose to ignore it for the sake of our friendship" He nods, "And of course, I'm not really looking for a relationship right now..." I sigh and look up at the stars again.

He chuckles. "Yeah, I knew that already, you're not the type that's easy to tie down to. I of all people should know."

I sigh again, "Yeah... but like, It's hard, you know?" He nods again.

"I guess the question is... When will I be ready? Will I ever even be ready? How do I feel about the guys? Aghhhhh! This is all so frustrating!" I bathed my hands into the air and laid down. I pressed my palms against my forehead and closed my eyes. "This really sucks."

He shrugs, "I guess you just have to move on. The answer to those questions lie only in your heart, no one else can answer them for you." I raise an eyebrow at him,

"Since when have you been so wise?"

He chuckles, "I guess it came form the heart this time." I shrug and look up at the stars again, still laying on the rooftop.

"What should I do Zero? I can't just turn them down... If I do that it would ruin the friendship..."

He looks me directly in the eyes, "How do you know? Maybe they'll just face it and move on. If you really mean that much to them, they'd respect your decision and back off for a while then come back as friends."

I raise an eyebrow, "And you know this because?..."

He shrugs, "Because that's what I did in our case."

I shot up and gave him a questioning look, "What?" I stood up and placed my palms on my forehead, "What?" I repeated the same word over and over again, "What could you possibly mean by that? I swear to god, if you still have feelings for me I... I..."

This time he looked at me with a questioning look. He stood up and took my hands into his own, "You what?"

I shake my head, "Nothing, don't mind it."

He gives me a serious look, "Tell me." I shake my head, "No. I've had enough."

He raises an eyebrow, "Of what?" I step back and take a deep breath, "Of everything." He takes a step closer towards me. I turn from him and walk towards the edge of the rooftop. I look down.

"What are you gonna do?" He asks, his voice full of concern"

I turn to look at him, "Don't follow me." I said before turning my head away from him again. I take a deep breath and lift my right foot.

"Hey! Wait-"

He yelled as I let myself drop from the rooftop.