𝟓𝐬𝐨𝐬 𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐕𝐨𝐥.𝟏

Speak your mind (Ashton Irwin Smut)

Summary: Michael's sister, (Y/N), has been crushing on Ashton for the longest time. 
Based on Sexual Prompt #55: "I've never wanted anyone to fuck me this badly." (Smut / Unprotected Sex / Public Sex) 
This is an NSFW imagine. If you feel uncomfortable reading stuff like this one, please, scroll through the chapters to find something you might like. 
(Request: smuttyfacepalms) (Words: 3.2k)
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I walk slowly on the beach, letting the sand get between my toes. It is very calm at this time of the day, very few people being here after the sun went down. I love walking on the beach, especially when it gets a little chilly and windy and the salt mixes with the breeze. I close my eyes, trying to clean my head; I knew that coming here and seeing Ashton would send me into a rabbit hole. It is wrong and immoral, he is practically like a brother to me.
And of course, I have to fight extra hard not to let my brother, Michael, know about my feelings for his best friend, but all of this is eating me alive. I can't spend too much time around them, especially around Ashton.

I know that everything I am feeling is one-sided, at least everything romantic-wise. To him, I am nothing more than just Michael's little sister. But every time I see him, my heart skips a bit and I have butterflies in my stomach. Nothing of that would have happened if Ashton wasn't so fucking nice to me and looked like a Greek God.

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I walk back to Michael's house; well, the beach house he rented for a getaway now that I am here. I feel drained, every ounce of energy in my body left behind. I just want to lay on my bed and listen to some music. But I know that this will set Michael off, make him worry.
"(Y/N), we've been waiting for you to start eating." Michael shouts the moment he hears me shut the door.
"We? I thought Crystal left earlier because she had a photoshoot..." I ask as I walk to the kitchen. But my question pretty much answers itself the moment my eyes land on the guys, sprawled around the island. Of course, my eyes glue a little longer on Ashton who smiles and waves at me. I smile back and still feel my heart tighten, excitement coursing through my body.
"Hey, guys. Give me a moment to wash up and I'll be right back." I wave at all of them and walk towards the bathroom. I just need a minute to myself before I go inside and pretend that my heart is not burning for him.

I take my seat on the island, trying to be as far away from him as possible; even feeling him in the same room makes my knees weak.
"Can you pass me some pad thai?" I ask, placing my plate in front of me.
"Sorry kid. Ashton took the last bit." Calum says, pointing to his friend's plate.
"We can share." Ashton says, standing up and walking to me.
"No, it's ok. I can get something else to eat." I mumble but Ashton is already pouring some on my plate.
"I insist. We can split and I can eat something extra after, don't worry about it." He replies and takes the seat next to me. He smiles and digs in his food, making my heart melt. Fuck, I might die today.
"So, we were talking with the guys and we thought of having a bonfire in the backyard. We can play some music, have a drink, share stories. You know, do chill stuff." Michael suggests as I take my first bite.
"I don't know... I mean sure, you can go ahead and do it, but I want to pass." I reply and hear Michael sigh.
"Come on (Y/N), it won't be the same without you. And I think you could use a little bit of chilling. You've been a bit blue ever since you got here." Michael comments, making my face heat up.
"I am fine, really. I am a bit tired, but that's all." I brush it off and continue eating my food.
"It's ok. Don't pressure her. But, she has to promise she will come with us tomorrow at the beach." Ashton says, nudging my shoulder and winking.
"We will see about that, Mr. Irwin." I tease him, winking back.

I lay on my bed, music playing through my earbuds, a smile spread on my lips from spending time with Ashton. I swear, he is the greatest human ever; he tries to cheer everyone up, he has a great sense of humor and he is so soft and innocent, it is insane.