𝟓𝐬𝐨𝐬 𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐕𝐨𝐥.𝟏

280 Days (Calum Hood Angst/Smut)

Summary: Calum's and (Y/N)'s relationship has been going south for a while. (Smut / Unprotected Sex) (TW: Pregnancy Complication / Cheating) 
This is an NSFW imagine. If you feel uncomfortable reading stuff like this one, please scroll through the chapters to find something you might like. 

(Words: 9.6k) (Part 1: Can I Have This Dance?, Part 2: 90 Days, Part 4: One Day)
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Living in an empty house for while Calum is on tour has stopped being a problem for me by now; I know that if I fill my day, I will make it to the night when I get to talk with Calum and see his face, even on the screen.
But when Calum is home, on a break from this hectic life we are constantly into, I kind of demand some time, some attention from him. Sure, I am not the center of the universe for him, the whole world doesn't revolve around me, but he has been on a break for 6 weeks now and we only had 1 date night.
I get it that we've been together for quite a while and he might not have the spark he used to have for me, but I still do, and I expect him to at least show me some love.
And because I can't stand the situation around the house, but I am afraid to speak up and let him know my thoughts, I spend most of my day at work, or at Luke's and (Y/B/F/N)'s house.

Like every Saturday of the last month, I stayed at Luke's and (Y/B/F/N)'s place to babysit my godson and let the couple have a date night. It's not like I had other plans; Calum said he would be meeting with some friends, not even suggesting for me to join them.
I feel a knot in my stomach as I stare at the baby in front of me; God, I wish things would be better with Calum. But we seem to be stuck in the same position for the last 2 years. Living together, but constantly drifting apart. In the beginning, things were amazing; I would wake up next to Calum, snuggle with him for a while before leaving for work, then I would come home, finding him in the kitchen preparing dinner for us. We would talk, cuddle, have sex. It's has been almost 3 weeks since the last time we had sex, and it wasn't even good that one time.
Calum seems off, his mind traveling around, but keeping his thoughts to himself.
It hurts me, we used to share everything and now we are barely talking to each other.

I climb up the stairs to check on Andy. I barely have the energy to do anything, but I have to make sure he is ok.
He is sleeping on his bed, his chest rising and falling. I smile at him; this guy is giving me baby fever, and I can't help but think that if things were better with Calum, if we decided to take our relationship further, maybe we could have a baby as well.
I leave the door cracked before I turn around and make my way to the living room.
I sit on the couch and pick up my book, looking for a little bit of distraction from my thoughts.

But until the moment Luke and (Y/B/F/N) enter the house, I haven't managed to read a single word.
"You came home early." I comment, shutting my book and standing up to greet them.
"Hon, it is almost 1 in the morning." (Y/B/F/N) says, looking at me with knitted eyebrows. I take a breath and nod my head, gulping the lump in my throat.
"I must have lost track of time." I sigh, but (Y/B/F/N) gives me a worried look.
"Luke, can you go check on Andy, please? I need a moment with (Y/N)." She says, placing a hand on Luke's shoulder. Luke nods and climbs up the stairs as she motions me to sit on the couch.
"Are you ok, love?" She asks me, kneeling down to reach my eye level.
"Yeah, yeah. Andy is fine." I say and I try to stand up, but she pulls me down.
"I didn't ask about Andy, baby. I asked about you. I know Andy is fine, but you seem like you are not." She says softly. I feel my eyes tear up, but I roll them back to prevent my tears.
"I... Things are... bad with Calum." I sigh and she does the same.
"Still?" She asks and I nod.
"We barely talk now. I don't know what to do anymore." I exasperate and she rubs her thumb over my knee in soft circles.
"You should talk to him. You two were always good at communicating with each other. I am sure that this will come to pass, once you speak your minds." She tries to comfort me, but my chest feels heavy, just at the thought of having this conversation with Calum.
"We will figure it out, don't worry. I should get going. You and your husband have a fun night to continue." I throw a fake smile as I turn to gather my stuff.
"Are you sure you don't want to stay? Or have someone drive you home?" She suggests but I brush it off.
"I will be fine. Driving always helped me calm down." I assure her, kissing her before I start walking to the door.
"Have fun tonight guys. Make sure to give the world one more pretty baby." I tease her and she chuckles, shaking her head at me.