Allie is a girl who hates herself, her life, her thoughts, and most things in life. She is borderline anorexic. a self harmer, suicidal, depressed, and has anxiety. She has one thing that can always make her day her loving boyfriend Jack. He is the reason why she lives yet the fact that they cant be together is what motivates her cutting and suicide. Where and how will this story end? Find out this through Allies daily diary entries.