Dear diary,
All i hear is cut cut cut. Jack hates you. Dont you know he hates you. Hes pushing you away for a reason. He doesn't want you to get better. He just wants you out of his life. You know he's too good for you. He just wants you gone. You have screwed up too much for his love. He hates you.
God help me. I hate my thoughts especially when they might be 5p true. I just want to know what Jack wants I just want an answer. God please help. Dear lord in heaven above please do what you think I'd best if he needs to be separated from me make it so. Just help heal me dear lord. I need your love and guidance. In Jesus name we pray. Amen.
I am so scared about my future.
-Allie
