Dear diary,
So I really messed up. I don't remember it but I apparently broke up with jack. I feel awful. I want to be back with him I bawled my eyes out last night and burned this morning because I was so upset. No one gets how much he means to me. He deserves better than anyone. I'd do anything to have one last chance. He means so freaking much to me. He's the only one who can make me smile just by looking at him. He's the only one whose smile alone can make my day. He's the only one I want. I just blocked one of my closest guy friends and am never speaking to him again in trying to get him back. He's the only one that matters. Shit I'm crying again. It's just I'm so so sorry I screwed up. I'm so sorry jack please respond so we can finish talking...
-Allie
