Dear diary,
I hate myself and jack hates me. It's probably the end for us. Maybe I should just cut. It's not like he cares. My ex who he hates cares about me more then he does. That really hurts. I want to cut so deep.. Oh god think of the pretty blood. No one can stop me. Jack doesn't even care to. I want to die. I want blood to pour out of me oh how pretty. I need help. I can't handle my frustration. God I wish Jack would either love me or end this because what's going on is bullshit. He's frustrating me and hiding me to the point of cutting. Does he even care? Nope I highly doubt it. Let's face it in just easy for him so he won't be lonely. He never started loving me again. Right now he's hurting me as much as James did. I hope he reads this and finally gets what he's doing to me. I'd rather end my life then have nothing change.
-Allie
