Reconnecting With My Dad John

the press suck

So storming out really wasn't my smartest move now the press have been watching me cry while taking my picture. They are all around me and I cannot move. I feel trapped and panic starts to set in. The only way to escape is to go back into the restaurant but I'm not going back in there to be embarrassed. My storming out is making a statement and shows dad that I'm serious and I refuse to go back in there and show him that I need him. I'm a fierce indeptendant woman who knows how she feels and ain't scared to express it.

Ok but I will admit when I decided to storm out I was in such a temper I forgot about the press and now I don't know what to do. How do I react with them. If i answer questions will they move? Or am I stuck her forever trapped within there clasps. Ok I'm being to dramatic I'll stop.

Ugh tilly your so dumb I said to myself.

"So Tilly why are you crying?" One reporter shouted

" I'm a teenager it's what we do. We're just a mass of pent up emotion trapped inside a body"

Every One looked at each other not sure how to digest my answer.

" So ugh how are you enjoying spending time with the most famous beatle of all"

" I haven't seen Paul in quite a while.so I can't answer that question" I joke

Again the press don't understand my humour

"I'm just joking I love spending time with my dad. Speaking of my dad I better get back inside"

" so how's your mother?"

I was surprised by that question I didn't think Cynthia would be known over in America.

"My mum's fab she's back home enjoying the peace and  relaxing with a glass of wine I'm sure"

"Oh we meant yoko"

I bit my lip like how dare they call her my mum. She's my stepmum and she doesn't even act like that.

"She isn't my mother and I think she is ok I haven't had the opportunity to talk to her yet as my dad whisked me away to here"

"I sense abit of tension between you and yoko do you care to share?"

Abit of tension. I want to cut her hair and throw her outta my dad's life but that's mean and I won't share that with them.

" Oh no tension. We're just yet to build a strong connection but she's lovely so I'm sure we will"

And the Oscar for best performance in front of the press goes to.... drum roll please...... Tilly Lennon..

" well that won't sell newspapers" one reporter said in a foul mood.

" well it isn't my job to sell papers. My jobs to be a teenager and to act out and give my parents grey  hairs not to give you gossip for a paper. Sorry but I gotta go back inside to my dad"

I turned around and did the  walk of shame  back to the table in utter defeat and shame and i sat down while my dad looked like he just won the lottery.

" You didn't get to far did ya love "

" firstly you don't need to look so smug and secondly and my main point I ain't used to the press so I forgot they would be out there and they totally ruined my dramatic exit. I bet judy garland didn't have this problem"

" tills instead of running out you could of stayed and talked to me"

" so I can see the famous Lennon temper again no thank you"

I suppose you's know and have seen the videos of the famous Lennon temper. His temper is so bad and he shouts so loud and it's scary and I've never told him but I know he hit my mum 1 time when they were in art school and I get scared in case I push him to far and he hits me. I know he would never but the fear is still there.