Make It Last Forever ❤

intervention...Pt 1

"What would i do without your smart mouth? Drawing me in & you kickin' me out. All of me loves all of you." - John Legend ♥

Trinity POV

Since X has been a little off lately. Its been scaring me. I dont know whats going on with him.

Well, im doing laundry. I wash his clothes & im heading upstairs to put his stuff in his drawers. When i open it, i see a small tube of cocaine & a sniff tube thingy. My heart stopped.

I immediately grab my phone & call him. I called 4 times & still no answer. Ugh, i cant believe this. Is my boyfriend gonna become an addict?

X POV

Trinity been blowin me up all day. Im out takin care of business.

Well im omw home now so, lets see whats up. I pull up @ home,but before gettin out, i reach in the glovebox & pull out my coke. I put a little on my pinky & sniffed in. The strong sensation took over my body.

I wipe my nose & get out the car, entering the house. As soon as i stepped in the house,i felt a strong, hard slap to the face.

"Do you have any idea what this shit can do to you X?" Trinity said furious.

"Look, T....-" i was cut off.

"Is this why you been havin those shakes? Do you want me to lose you?" she said w. tears in her eyes.

"No, baby. Im sorry. I wanna be w. you forever. I-....."

"Get out. Go. Leave. Now." she said firmly. I tried to grab her hand but she pulled away too fast. "You not gone move huh?" she said. She ran upstairs & within a matter of seconds

she was throwin my belongings over the step banister.

"T, just please hear me out." i say.

"No! Just get out!! I just cant....you know what. Im done talking to you. Bye Xavier. Nice Knowing Ya..." she said before walking to the bedroom & slamming the door.

Man, i know once i did that shit i was gone get addicted. Once you start, its hard to stop. I tried to stop after them shakes but its hard, ya know? Im not a crack head or nothing. Crack & Cocaine are 2 different things if you didnt know. I aint mean to get this way, but.....idk. As of right now, her mind is made up & we're done. But I gotta get clean & win her heart back. Cause right now she hates me. I fucked up.

Trinity POV

Im crushed right now. I went from concerned to pissed. X has drew the line now & ion wanna be w. a coke addict thats gonna potentially turn into a woman beater & an insane lunatic. I cant go thru seeing or being in that again. Maybe its just best for me & him to be over...

X POV

I cant blame her for being pissed. I knew i shouldn't have took it from Lamar. Stupid Stupid Stupid! Right now, im just goin to stay in a hotel. I aint goin to my mama cause i know she'll beat tf outta me. I just hope i aint gone lose T for good.I get to my room & all. I hop in the shower for a few & hop out. I throw on some boxers & hop in bed.

I start to feel my muscles tighten up & i started to shake uncontrollably. I couldnt stop. My whole body felt like a thousand needles were goin thru my skin.I started gettin hot & sweaty. Then i blacked out.

God please help me overcome this.

Trinity POV

Im laying in bed. Alone. Not used to it but it'll grow on me. I cant take him being on drugs. Weed is enough. The bed is so cold w/o him but he did it to himself.