And sometimes everything is one-sided, especially when you love someone unconditionally.
"That's what friends are for." Elly said as I gave a weak smile in return.
I left because what's left for me to say?
08-01 and I decided not to talk to Elly for a few days just to give us some space. I know I have no right to make her say that we are more than friends, but this is the first time I'm feeling something like this for someone whom I think is really special. Although loving someone for the first time doesn't give you the privilege to be loved back, I can take risks.
I've been there during her tough times like when her parents separated that I made her realize she is strong enough to set out on things. I listened to every bit of her stories even when I realized she repeated the same story on that day over and over. I always try to make her laugh even if I think what I say is far from funny, she just gets me. Her laugh is enormous that when I met her for the first time I found it gross for a girl to just open one's mouth with saliva showing, but as time passed it became one of the things I love about her. Her smile, though simple is perfect to my eyes.
The thing is, if someone is going to ask me why I love her I don't know what to say, but some say true love has no reason at all. For example, when you love someone for no reason at all like not caring about their riches, looks and whatsoever then that is unconditional love.
But what if this emotion I am feeling for the first time is not love? How will I know? Shall I read Elly's poetry book? But as they all say, everyone has their own definition of what love is and it's for us to find out.
08-05 and I'm not willing to face her and I don't know if I ever will.
BINABASA MO ANG
How To Kill Love
RomanceHow to kill love before it kills you? Elly Foster is just your typical high school girl in the middle of drama, but with a secret past. She was once a gang leader's right hand that had possession of drugs. She was once a one-sided lover that broke...
