UNSIGHTED

Untitled Part 73

Callan

"WALK AWAY ZYNN COME BACK WHEN YOU NEED ME AS YOU ALWAYS DO" I said before kicking the nearest garbage trunk out of rage.

"lets get out of this school Corbryn I need some fresh air" I heard her tell the damn seavey guy which made me more angry.Why is she doing this to me?

"are you okay?" asked the little blonde behind me as she tried reach my shoulder which I immediately removed out of range before walking away.

"yes I just need sometime alone" disappearing before she said another stupid thing this girl drives me crazy I don't even know why am friends with her.

I went to my car put on the music she love two Ghosts by Harry styles and the tickets I had bought her for today's concert because I knew how much she loved Harry.What a waste!

lets get out of this school Corbryn I need some fresh air FUCCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ZYNN! why are you doing this to me!!!!

Immediately I hear a knock on my door "GO AWAY LUCINDA I WANT TO BE ALONE!"she is really getting on my nerves.Its silent for sometime before I hear someone open the back door and the co-driver door "what the hell?" I look to see Terry and Troy enter the car respectively.

"go away guys I mean it and how were you even able to open the car without the keys"

"umm,,, you hadn't lock it so not so hard" said Terry as she removed a bag of chips and Troy removed some starbucks drinks handing one to Terry.

"thank you" she said as he placed his on the cup holder before removing his tablet and putting it at the front of the car putting Henry Danger series of nicklodean.Are this guys seriously rightnow?

"umm,,, what are you guys doing?"I asked him who wasn't even looking at me eyes trans fixed on the show

"watching Henry Danger marathon as we drink some starbucks and cheese chips" he said continue to watching before Terry back him up

"you know for a superhero Captain man is really stupid" she said as they laughed at something he had said

I watched the both of them as they continued watching and at some point was funny until I couldn't help but giggle

"see you also warming up to this amazing show nothing ever defeats the power of captain man and henry danger" said Troy before handing me the bag of chips "want some?" as I shook my head to say no "your loss"

We went on for sometime and for some time I forgot all about Zynn and laughed away at the stupidity of this cast

"no way!" shouted Terry as Henry jumped from one block to the other but a complete mess

"well atleast now we all know spiderman's works are not as easy after all" said Captain man looking at his fallen associate which made all of us laugh. Finally Troy switched it off

"Hey bro?" he said smiling

"ssup Troy"

"how are you feeling now"

"the same"

"what do you mean when you say the same" asked Terry

"I don't know"

"Callan those are not answers "

"what do you want me to say"

"exactly what you feel "

"what if I cant"

"what if you can but you just don't want to" this made me quiet

"locking yourself up in bedrooms, cars and classes, drinking up all night breaking everything you see, boxing and damaging innocent punching boxes to death, swimming all afternoon and cursing everyone except for Leah wont help it will just make you worse, you need to talk about what you feel Callan Numen no one will ever help you if you don't talk to them and that's when you start feeling alone and some type away and here and now as your bro and her as your friend" pointing at Terry "we are here to listen and help if we can but you have to talk to us" said Troy in a very serious tone "so for the last time,,,,,, what is up Callan?"

Looked down and took a big deep breathe before closing my eyes" I don't know Troy, everything seems so wrong , so false and so not worth it.I cant look at the people who are supposedly my parents even for one minute because they have been lying my entire life, not to mention my own mother taking my own damn powers away I mean,,, why would she do that, I want to protect those I love but I cant because of her, everyday I wake up I got no motivation I don't even know what I want in my life anymore cause nothing makes sense, Lucinda and her group are driving me nuts, I don't want to talk to you guys coz ill end making things worse more than they are, I cant talk to my sister because I don't want her to see me like this, I hate losing control but all am doing right now is losing control, my grades, my friends, basketball, family everything everywhere am just losing control and also the most painful part is,,,,,,," before keeping quiet

"is????"

"Zynn,,,, she is driving me crazy, every time I see her with that damn seavey guy its killing me inside.I don't know if she is doing it on purpose I mean why would she go to the dance with him? That was supposed to be our dance? Why is she hanging out with him everywhere even taking her home? I thought her place was supposed to be a secret from the world? Doesn't she see how that guy looks at her? Doesn't she see its hurting me and I hate that damn Corbryn? Why does all this seem so easy for her? I thought we broke up not because we wanted to but circumstances but she,,,, she seems so happy that we broke up like she wanted it all along? Is it that simple for her to forget what we had,the promises, the love, what we have been through together,,, I got her I forever will even if it kills me but sometimes I think,,,, maybe she really didn't want us to be" by the time I finish I cant help but have balancing tears on my eyelids which am trying so fucking hard for them not to fall.

"here" says Troy giving me the starbucks drink "drink some and breathe" he says

"that was so touching we are so applying for the drama play after this" said Troy as they laughed with Terry.This guys are so stupid

"I know am even thinking we go for acting ausitions and act out that part and Romeo and Juliet the you will be Juliet I'll be Romeo because obviously got more guts than you"she says as they laugh away

"you wish" I cant help but smile at how playful this two when will they start dating officially?Cause they already look like a couple.

Somehow I feel better after releasing everything that was on my chest

"how do you feel now" asks Terry

"better"

"see? That's what happens when you share,,, you may not get the answers you need or solutions but it always is a therapy in itself to release some steam by sharing" she said

"okay now let's try help you" said Troy "first and foremost you are losing control because you are allowing the frustration and anger take control of you in the wrong way. You know why Zynn looks like she has a shit together? Its because no matter how much it hurts she doesn't allow it to dictate how she behaves and when its too much she cries it out or talks with someone who is ready to listen like, Corbryn ,,,, but then again when she doesn't have someone" taking his tablet and swiping before handing it over to me "she puts the anger in something she loves doing" as I look at the beautiful drawing on her boredpanda website that I helped her create because of her love for art "and that's how she still seems to be okay and figured out"

"Also I have taken a leaf from her "Terry continues as I swipe through her amazing art .She is so talented "don't try find answers for things that you aren't responsible for like why your parents hid your powers etc work with what you have make what you have work out for you,,, then maybe as you go on you will understand why they did that or maybe become even more better. Zynn look at her life she has a lot of questions the biggest one been why she is the chosen one,, if she let those control her do you think she will be able to do anything? Instead she focuses on what she has and uses it to find a way out"

We stay quiet for sometime until the bell rings "hope you see what we are telling you okay?" says Terry as they walk out

"you just need to strategize again! we got you!" says Troy before closing the car door behind.

They are very right? Am letting emotions control my life and that's why everything is falling apart.I'll show the world especially Zynn that I can handle myself just fine.