Damien Haas Imagines

fubu

*smut ahead* this is kinda fucked up.

"Da-mien" I moaned out.

He thrust inside and out of me as I sat on the counter of our office bathroom.

"Quiet y/n" he shushed me.

He put his finger inside my mouth for me to be silenced. He cupped my breast on his other hand. I tried to keep my moans.

"faster please" I said.

His pace was faster and I felt a knot inside my stomach.

"I--I'm gonna"
"wait for me."

I tried to hold back

"now" he said and I released.

"that was so good" I said as I put on my pants.

"when's our next session?" I buttoned his shirt.

"I think we should stop doing this."

I was shocked.

"what? why?"
"it doesn't feel right?"
"we're both single. we're not hurting anyone."
"it just doesn't feel right. hope you will understand."

I just nodded, I can't do anything about it. It's his decision. Why did I even put myself in this situation? Why did I even chose to be his fuck buddy? I sat down the counter as he left me.

I cried as soon as the door closes. We did it a couple of times. On the office couch, bathroom, closet, even on a damn gaming chair but as we do it more and more I started to have feelings for him. I don't want to be in this situation anymore. I just want to have sex with him and hold him after. Not this fuck and run situation. It all started in Shayne's party. Ghad why did I agree on having 7 minutes in heaven with him. At first, when we started kissing it's full of lust but now it has a spark but I don't know if he can feel it too. I'm no longer crazy for him to fuck me, all I want is for him to hold me. To say that he loves me too.

"you okay?" someone asked

I wiped my tears and jumped out of the counter.

"I'm good."
"you sure?" Noah asked

I nodded, trying to wipe the excess tears.

"why are you in the guy's bathroom?"

I didn't answer and hugged him as I cried on his shoulder.

"it's gonna be okay." he patted my back.
"I hope so." I said through the tears.

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I calmed down and went back to work. I sat on the beanbag as I read the script for the next video.

"you good?" Courtney sat next to me.
"Yeah."
"it's okay, honey."

I leaned my head on her shoulder. There's no need to tell her the story, she already knows I'm in pain.

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(Damien's POV)
"yeah she hugged me and started crying. I don't know why"

I heard the squad chitchatting so I decided to join them.

"what you talking about?" I asked
"Y/n's crying all day long. Do you know anything about that?"

I shrugged my shoulder. Maybe it's about me but I don't want to assume, I'm just a fuck buddy to her.

"Hey" I greeted as I saw her on the hallway.
"hi"
"you okay?"
"yeah fine"
"later?"
"I thought we should stop."

I didn't answer. We just stare at each other. I'm such a coward for not admitting my feelings to her. I can't say that I don't want to fuck her anymore instead I want her to be mine.

"Is that all I am to you? a fuck buddy?"  she entered the elevator and I followed her.
"we both wanted this. we agreed on it." I defended
"You're right. Well it's not okay for me."
"why?"
"same reason that you told me, it doesn't feel right."
"why doesn't it feel right?"
"you answer your question, why doesn't it feel right?"

The elevator opened and someone came in. We stopped talking. Until the door opened and the person went off.

"because"
"what Damien?"
"I don't know"
"well figure it out" she said and get off the elevator.

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(Your POV)
I'm on the set and I have a scene with Damien, we're shooting Every Romantic Movie Ever, means that we're going to kiss on this scene.

"ohh it's always been you." I acted

We both stood up and kissed. That kiss was like a fireworks on your birthday, unexpected yet so special. We were so caught up that we didn't hear the director saying "Cut"

"CUT!" the director yelled

we departed, trying to hide my blush.

"I yelled cut for like ten times. you enjoyed that kiss so much."

I apologized and fix myself up since I don't have anything to do there anymore.

"what's up with that?" Court asked
"with what?"
"the kiss"
"I dunno"

I left the studio and went to the office. I'm so tired (with life). I just wanted to rest.

I lay down the couch but everytime I close my eyes I remember Damien. I rolled over and over, trying to find my comfortable position. Until I fell down the couch.

"oh shit. you okay?" Damien ran to me.
"fine" I held my hips.

"why is everyone asking if I'm okay today." I laughed, what a fucking coincidence.

"because you look like you're not okay."
"well. I'm not really okay."

"because of you." I added.

As soon as I said it, he kissed me which I accepted.

"I can't do this anymore." I broke out.

"where do we stand? what am I? why do I have feelings for you? why am I sayig this out loud?"

"you have so many questions."
"but I only have one." he held my hand

"will you be mine?"

Finally, after all of those sexes without feelings.

"yes."
"I promise to protect you and never hurt you."