Damien Haas Imagines

runaway pt.2

"I shouldn't have done that." she pulled away from his lips.
"I'm sorry" that's the only response he could say.

With confused feelings and a beating heart, they both went to sleep. They woke up later in the morning but wanted to close their eyes again and sleep. Two people laid beside each other not saying a word or moving. Just staring at an endless space.

"I love you." He spoke out.

She pretended she didn't hear any of it. Instead she stretched out her arms and yawn, acting like she just woke up. The disappointment was traced on his face.

"I'm hungry." She announced
"Denny's?"

She wore her big dress again, hiding her legs, covering it with white lace and silk cloth.

"I can't wait to go home." she sighed.

"Same" he said on his mind.

While driving, he has a question that she can only answer but he was too afraid to ask because she will probably be mad at her for being too intrigued with her life.

But he did anyways, "so what will happen now? what will happen to you and whoever the guy is"

"He has a name, you know."
"Evan." She added

"So what will happened to you and Evan?" He asked
"I'll probably say sorry, things a normal person would do."
"Running away from a wedding is not a thing that a normal person would do" he said without looking away from the road.

She fell silent and he knew he messed up.

"I didn't mean it that way." He tried to save his self or her.
"You're right. I make so many bad decisions." she said while looking out the window.
"That's not what's I'm trying to say."

"Everyone makes bad decisions." He added
"Have you?" she looked at him
"Yes." He answered softly
"Like what?"
"Leaving you" he almost whispered.

He looked at her but not too long. The sadness is still in her eyes and it won't leave. He missed her and she missed him. But to meet in catastrophe is such a messy but a beautiful event.

"I'm sorry about the letter." He finally apologized
"What letter?" She acted like she didn't know but she memorized everything on that letter.

She started reciting the contents of the letter in her head,
"Dear y/n,
I no longer feel the same way with you and I can't bear seeing you destroy your whole life. I'm breaking up with you. I'm changing my number and blocking you so don't try and message me.

P.S.
Goodluck with everything.

Damien."

She started to remember all of it, all of the pain. When she needed him the most, he starts disappearing. Even though those times she wanted to be mad, she is uncapable of doing so. All she wanted was to be with him. He formed her yet he also ruined her.

It was so unfair for her part even how horrible the feelings she encountered throughout the break up, she still crawl back to him.

"It was a long time ago. I forgot about it." She lied, no matter how long it will be, she will still remember it, all of it.

She wants to ask why he suddenly fell out of love, why did he leave without a word.

"Ho-how" she sighed and rolled her eyes, she can't believe how hard it is to say the questions that is still unanswered.

"What?" He focus on the road.
"Wh-why" She stumbles with her words, she can't seem to form a question.