Rains Deep Internal Pain.

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Every time I see a nightmare I see black figures everywhere, I feel pain, I feel everything they do, either when they are beating me, and other torturous things.


I used to live in a nightmare, nobody could touch me without a panic attack occurring, not even Leana could help...so much pain....so many horrible thoughts...

The Suicide...

Self-hate...

My soul was deteriorating...

I was broken...

I hated it...

But nothing could help me...

Until I met Raph...

He made me feel wanted, loved, safe...

I felt no pain...

He took it away...

He kept it away...

My protector...

My savior...

My hero...

My salvation

Never let me go...

Please don't...

I don't know what the demons would do once you leave...

Their anger...

Their hatred...

They will corrupt me...

I won't survive the pain...

I can't...

Not without you.

So please never leave...

I want to feel safe...

Being in your arms...

Being in your reach...

You are my everything...

PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!!!













A/N: Well that went depressing...














A/N: Whooops...












A/N: OKAY BYE! 

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