Always and Forever

5. Those Eyes

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Hamza's pov :

we were involved in attacking a house , where we shot three people and I went in to search if anyone was there hiding in the terrace or somewhere , but there was no one . So I came back , to my surprise I found none of my mates there . I was scared like hell for a second and i quickly went out to search them there . But to my utter shock I found none of them . They must have left without noticing that I was missing.

"Oh shit ! what shall I do now , if someones finds out that I'm not one among them and if they come to know that I'm the one who has destroyed many of their lives , they would kill me for sure . I'm trapped now ." I was thinking of a way to escape from here . But this time we made a really serious attack so definitely the next attack would be only after five or ten days . Only then , I'll be able to meet my people . Till then I have to plan something .....

As I noticed that the victims were taken to a nearby war camp , I too joined them as i was scared to roam alone in the streets at the thought of being caught by someone . Once we reached the camp , I hurried to where the children are being admitted , not to be noticed by some adults .

There the wailings and cryings were annoying me , but at the same time they gave me a wierd satisfaction like always , As I came out to see the condition of all the victims , I saw a girl with blue eyes and a green hijab , her hijab was contrasting her blue eyes . Making her look more beautiful . one could get lost in that deep ocean for god knows how long .I was mesmerized , but as I came near I saw her wincing in pain as she was treating a kid , she was crying like she had been hurt.

But when I observed her closely , I found nothing like that . she was as pure as a morning dew , except a few blood stains in her abaya accompained with a stethoscope around her neck , which explains that she must be a doctor and she must have got the stains while treating the bloody patients. Usually we hate all those doctors who work in the war camp , coz they save the lives which we thought of destroying , they revive people's hope which we planned on taking away . ....

She was sobbing along with all the children there . Believe me when i tell this, but for the first time her tears were disturbing me , usually we find an unknown pleasure in the tears of people , we feel the domination . But here she was crying for other children , whom she has never met before . It was making me uncomfortable , so I decided to move away , As I was going , she came near me blocking ny path. She seemed confused like she was thinking something , suddenly she took my arm and started examining the bruises .

Maybe again she'll start weeping after seeing my silly cuts and bruises , so I just pulled off my hands from hers which was so delicate that for a second I thought that my act would have caused a cut in those delicate hands . She was confused as I took away my arm from her and again she was involved in some thoughts . U know people like her with weak hearts , should not take up medicine as a profession and specifically , these people shouldn't be seen on the war camp .won't they lose their sleep and peace.

Wait a minute , "why am i thinking like this , what has happened to me ", while my motvation is to make them lose their sleep and peace. This girl with blue eyes is making me crazy , I have to get away from here as soon as possible .....

But I have to admit a thing , she has a beautiful face with a beautiful heart , not to forget her beautiful eyes , they are more than just beautiful. The word beautiful doesn't do justice to them..........

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