Chapter 26 - What Happens Next

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Emily's P.O.V-

I stopped running and caught my breath. However much more I wanted to run away I couldn't , my body physically couldn't handle it. I stopped by the curb side of the road and sat down. I needed to figure out what to do and what had just happened. I don't even know what happened , josh had just kissed me as if I didn't have a boyfriend and I loved him the same as he said he loved me. But he clearly knew I had a boyfriend he had met him for god's sake he was writing a song with him and tris, James and brad. How could it be less obvious, that I wasn't interested.

I felt spots of water hit my hands. I hadn't even realised I was crying until I stopped. I was still shaky and all I wanted was to curl into a ball and cry. I felt more spots and noticed it had started to rain. Great. Well least it would cover up my tears and I would only look like a drenched rat instead of a crying idiot. I didn't even know why I was crying I mean what had I got to cry about really. I don't know im really confused at the minute. I walked back to the apartment and opened the front door to get into the block. Luckily I had remembered my keys. I walked up the stairs groggily and sat up on the top stair. I melted onto the step and the water dripped off my soaked clothes while I pushed my hands through my damp hair.

What was I going to do? Should I tell the girls or not, should I tell con or should I just leave it. It didn't mean anything to me but the fact that josh would do that and expect it to be okay was definitely wrong. He had definitely under estimated me. I got up and trudged to the front door. I could see my reflection in the brass of the key opening and I looked like hell. Mascara running down my face my hair in knots from me combing it through.

I put the keys in the door and turned it. I stepped through the threshold and walked to my bedroom. i collapsed into a heap on my bed. i didn't know what to do but sooner or later i was going to have to face up to the girls and who knows who else. all i wanted to do now was go to sleep. i lay down and put my had on the pillow, i imagined con humming to me on the other side like he always did when we slept together. i soon felt myself drifting off to sleep

Kirans P.O.V-

it had been a long morning. i had to go to work at cosmos in the morning as we had to keep an income in while the boys were away and i liked working it gave me a sense of freedom and i needed money for all the shopping sprees us girls have. i had finished a 5 hour shift and felt exhausted. aisha worked in a local newsagents and Laura worked as sectary in a posh firm down the road. she was very good at maths and English so you can see how she got the job. the rest of us didn't even bother to apply.

i had called domino's and asked for a pizza as i wasn't the best cook and i couldn't be bothered anyway. 5 hours working in cosmos was enough to put anybody off food for the day. i walked out into the living room where i saw aisha watching the tv sprawled out on the sofa and looking so boerd that she could actually miss work and laura looking just as boerd. that soon chaged when her phone started ringing as "oh cecilia" started blairing out.

"cecilia your breaing my heart"

"youre shaking my confidence daily"

"oh cecilia im down on my knees "

"im begging you please to come home"

even though she was tris's girlfriend she was still a fangirl and having your boyfriends song as your ring tone can come across as slightly weird.

However weird she was it was really happy to see her face light up like a Christmas tree when it started ringing. I knew for a fact it must have been tris and gave her room to get past when she walked out the room to talk to him. I heard the door un lock and turned around to see a drenched Emily stand in the door way. She let herself in and disappeared into her room. She didn't look normal like I mean she didn't look her usual self. I know that it had been raining heavily outside and I know that she had just come out of the pouring rain and had kinda a right to feel depressed but she still didn't look right.

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