Love Me Verro Duko Ybañez (COMPLETE) ✔

CHAPTER 27

Vexer

Marie Lyssa Point of View

Mom called me few hours ago and she said they were about to land in NAIA. I don't know what should I feel right now. I'm going to met Vexer again and I don't know what to react if I see him. I'm struggling inside. I don't know what to do or what to think.

Should I pick them up? Argh! Hindi ko talaga alam kung ano ang gagawin ko. Nahihirapan at naguguluhan na ako.

I was startled when the main door open and Alyana entered the room.

"What are you still doing here M? Hindi mo ba susunduin sila tita at Vexer?" She asked and I just shrug my shoulders as a response.

I heard Alyana sighed.

"Don't be like this M. You have to face your fears for you to be able to move forward. Isa pa wala namang kasalanan yung bata. Why won't you give him a chance?" Malumanay na tanong ni Alyana sa akin.

Bumuntong-hinga lang ako. I'm frustrated now, really am. Hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang problema. Kung bakit ba ako nagkakaganito. Ah! Ewan!

"That's enough Marie. You're coming with me." Matigas na saad ni Alyana at hinila ako palabas ng unit ko.

Hindi na rin ako nagreact pa at nagpatianod nalang sa kaniya. Kahit naman magpumiglas at magmatigas ako mag i-insist pa rin naman siya sa gusto niya. Kaya sumama nalang ako dahil baka pag nagmatigas ako dalawa pa kaming mapahamak. Naalala kong buntis nga din pala siya.

Nakasakay na kami ngayon sa kotse ni Alyana at ang sabi niya ay pupuntahan daw namin sina mama. Hindi nalang ako umangal at hinayaan siya.

Tama naman kasi siya eh. Kailangan kong harapin ang takot ko. Kailangan kong malampasan ang nakaraan para umusad. At hinding-hindi mangyayari iyon kung hindi ko ito sisimulan ngayon.

Nang marating namin ang airport ay pinilit ako na naman ako ni Alyana na sumama sa kaniya sa loob para hinatayin sina mommy.

Todo tanggi pa ako ngunit wala din naman akong nagawa kalaunan. Kapwa kami naghihintay ni Rania ng maaninag ko si mama at papa. Nang mga oras na iyon ay gusto ko nalang tumakbo o tumakas. Ngunit ng magsalubong ang mata namin ni mama ay ngumiti siya sa akin.

"Tita!" Pagkuha ni Alyana sa atensyon nila mama.

Nakangiting lumapit sila mama sa amin habang karga-karga niya ang isang bata na natutulog.

Nagyakapan sina mama at Alyana pati na rin ni daddy.

"Welcome back mom, dad." I greeted them and hugged them.

"It's good that you are here, darling." My dad responded.

"Mma-mma!" The child utter the word mama with a popping sound and extended his arms towards me. Asking me to carry him.

I was having a second thoughts when mom give him to me and I have nothing to do but to accept and carry him.

My eyes got instantly misty when his small arms embrace me and hugged me tight.

"Mamma!" He said with so much glee and my tears automatically fell. I hugged him tight and kissed his rounded cheeks.

This is the first time that I carry him and it feels very fulfilling. The feeling is unexplainable and I instantly felt that connection with him.

I burst into tears and hug him even more.

"I'm sorry little one. Mama is so sorry for neglecting you." I said between my tears and sobs.

He just stared at me wondering why did I cry. I kissed his pointed nose and embrace him once again. I then felt everyone hugged us both.

"I'm proud of you sweetie." My mom said after she broke off from the hug.

I wipe my tears and smiled to them. Then I thanked them for being such a wonderful parent to me.

After the drama we decided to go and head to our family house with Vexer on my arm.

During our way to the mansion. I just keep on looking at my son who is now asleep. His head were rested on my chest and his left hand held my hand.

I don't know what to say at this moment. I just realized how terrible mother I was for him. I bestowed my anger to him where in fact he done nothing wrong to me. I feel bad and at the same time insecure.

Am I worthy to be his mother? Am I worthy for his love?

At the time I carried him felt like all my inhibitions were gone away. I never thought being a mother is such a good thing.

Kung hindi lang siguro ako nagmatigas noon. Kung hindi lang alo nagpadala sa galit matagal ko ng naranasan ang ganitong kasiyahan at kagalakan.

Nabuo man siya sa kasamaan o hindi dapat tanggapin ko pa din siya. Cause he's a part of me. No matter who his father was. At ngayon ko lang ito narealize. Nagsisisi ako hindi ko itatanggi iyon pero hindi pa naman huli ang lahat. I still have a lot of time to spend with my son.

I could still pamper him. I could still take care of him. I could still make him feel love and be loved. Hindi pa huli ang lahat.

It's never too late to undo my mistakes. No matter what happened to me om the past I should never blame my son. And I will make sure that I will love him as much as I could. Para matabunan ang hindi ko pagtanggap sa kaniya noon.

It's my way of compensating for neglecting him and blaming him for everything.

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Three chapters left. Sana hindi ako tamarin. Ahahaha 😂 love lots ❤