Nothing like us

Chapter 51

Jungkook got closer to me. He notice that I wasn't ok.
"Babe what's wrong?"
"Huh? Oh n-nothing.."
"Leylian don't lie.."
"Jungkook..."
Should I tell him?.
"Jungkook I will tell you tomorrow.."
"Ok.."
I stood up kiss Jungkook on the cheek said bye to the guys and went to my room. When I quickly close the door I started crying. I was really worried, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to lose Jungkook. There is just one thing to do to end all this, kill IU.
I took a cold shower did my night routine and put my pijama on. I went to my hoping that I fall asleep quick but no. I couldn't even close my eyes I was so worried. I got out of my room and went to Jungkook's. He was still awake on his phone.
"Hey kookie.."
"Hey babe why are you awake so late?"
"I couldn't sleep...and u?"
"Same.."
"Can I sleep with you?"
"....sure"
"Thanks.."
I went by his side and he cover me with the blankets.
"Why couldn't you sleep?"
"Jungkook.."
"Yeah?"
"I have to tell you something..."
"What is it?"
"Lauren is friend of IU"
"What?"
I told him everything that Lauren told me.
"Are you gonna tell hobi?"
"I don't know.."
"I think you should.."
"But Jungkook Lauren..."
"Right..."
"What should I do?"
"Leylian What are you thinking about?"
I stayed quiet and looked down.
" you aren't thinking about separating are you?"
"Jungkook...I don't want to hurt people.."
"And you aren't!"
Jungkook got a little mad I could tell by looking at his eyes.
"Jungkook I don't want to lose you but...my sister, my mom, my friends..they could all get hurt because of us being together!"
"Leylian I know that!..."
"Understand me...I don't want to lose anybody.."
"Are you really gonna do what IU wants?"
I looked down quietly.
"I thought you love me.."
"And I do!...but understand"
"So your saying that is better if we separate?"
I looked at him feeling how tears come out of my eyes.
"Jungkook...I love you...but understand people that we both love can get hurt because of us..."
"Leylian...I love you too.."
He came closer to me and kiss me.
"But..Jungko-"
"Leylian... we can't do what IU wants.."
"But-"
"Our Love is bigger than her...we will go through this....together..."
Somehow that calmed me down.
"Together.."
I hug him and I felt how my eyes started to close.
"Leylian I love you.."
"I love you too kookie.."
I finally fall asleep.
I don't know if this was ok or not. I hope so, tomorrow I will visit my "mom". I will talk with her if I can.