Nothing like us

Chapter 88

"Oh hi namjoon.."
I quickly clean my tears and try to sound happy.
"Are you ok?..."
"Yeah....why?..."
"You sound like if you where crying..."
"Oh no..."
"Leylian I am worried..."
"About what?..."
"You..."
"Don't worry about me I am fine Namjoon..."
"Really?..."
"...really..."
"Fine...I am worried about something else too..."
"About what?..."
"Jungkook hasn't arrived to the house yet and he doesn't answer the my calls.."
"Did you tell the guys?.."
"Yeah and they're trying to contact him but he doesn't answer calls or our messages..."
"Call Daniela she was the last one to be with her when I left.."
"Ok..."
"Namjoon..."
"Yes?..."
"I miss you and the guys.."
"We miss you too...you want to talk with the guys?..."
"No....I do but it will just make me feel worst..."
"What you mean worst?..."
F*ck
"Ummm...."
Rose was coming with the tea.
"Oh I have to go Namjoon bye.."
"Wa-"
I hung up.
I am sorry Namjoon.
"Miss Leylian here is your tea..."
"Thanks rose...can you please give my mom her pills?"
"Of course..."
"Thanks Rose.."
"No problem Miss Leylian..."
Rose went upstairs.
I put my hands on my face thinking about all I have done.
I drink the tea relax a bit and went to eat.
I sit on the table quietly because my mom was there too.
She didn't stop looking at me.
"Why you lie to me?..."
"I was gonna tell you, I was just waiting for the moment..."
"LIAR!....you where never gonna tell me..."
"Yes I was I promised it..."
"What?..."
"I promised Jungkook that I would tell you today..."
"Liar.."
"I am not a liar!!!....I know that Naisha die for my fault and I know you hate me, I left almost my hole life to get away from that stupid b*tch that killed Naisha...I will never ever forgive myself that Naisha is death because of me..."
My mom looked at me surprised.
I cleaned my tears.
"I am done eating I am going out..."
"Where you going?..."
"Is none of your business mom, you don't want me in your life I will respect that and leave you..."
I left with Liam.
" Leylian where you want to go?..."
"Lets go to try closest beach please..."
"Ok Leylian..."

We arrived to the closest beach. I went to the beach and sit down on the sand looking at the stars.
I wish the guys where with me.
It was so beautiful, the beautiful starts on the sky and the sound of the water.
It was so pretty.
I stayed there for 18 minutes thinking and crying.
I finally stopped crying and went back in the car.
"Thanks Liam.."
"No problem Leylian are you feeling better?"
"Yes..."
"You want to go home?.."
"Yes please..."
We went to the house and I was really tired.
"Thanks Liam for everything..."
"No problem..."
I went to my room and took a shower.
I did my night routine and fall asleep.

2:00 am

I woke up because I felt this warm sensation close to me. Like if someone was here.
I drink some water and fall asleep again.