Lovely (K.n.j + K.s.j)

10

Namjoon

I exited my car as I pulled up to the Valet of our condominium. I pass the keys and smile gratefully at the boy as he took my keys.
'Beomgyu' it said.

I was through the doors and head for the elevator, excited to see Jin. I press the button to our floor and fish out my key for the door.

Quietly, I slip into the room and hear Jin humming as the pan heated the oil.

I smiled at my lover. He wore a big white button up that was mine, hugging his curved figure nicely. His shoulders were perfectly fit in the clothes and I wrapped my arms around his waist.

Jin didn't flinch but only continued humming as he held onto my cheek.

" 'm missed you." I said as I kissed his cheek. Jin hummed in response and gave my lips a quick peck.

"I'm making a simple salmon dish tonight, I didn't want to make something too heavy for you because I know you want to rest." Jin said as he gave me another kiss and continued to cook.

"Go on and take a shower, I'll set up the table okay?" I nodded, kissing his cheek, and walking towards our room.
My clothes fell to the floor, seeing as there was still blood in one of my button ups, I took it and threw it in the trash bin.

Coincidently trash day is tomorrow so I'll be able to dispose of it quickly, if not I'll just burn it.

The water burned away all of the remains of debris and dirt, some blood drained here and there.

I cleaned myself thoroughly before looking in the mirror to check for any dirt or splotches that I missed.

I was surprised that Jin didn't smell anything on me.
I waked out of the room wearing a simple black t-shirt and sweatpants, seeing Jin bend over the table to set down the plates. I hugged him from behind and gave a kiss to his nape.

"Better?" He said to me.
"Much. Thank you for cooking, I promise to make dinner tomorrow."

He chuckles and turns to me, kissing my lips quickly. "You're tired from the library Joonie, it's alright."

"But you work in a precinct, hell thats harder than being a librarian."

He shakes his head.
"No baby, you're tired I know. Just eat okay? I made you kimchi fried rice." I nod and sat down.

"Thank you beautiful."

"It's no trouble honey."

Yoongi
I fumbled with the keys as I reached my door to the apartment. Jimin is probably tired.

I open it quietly to be met with a passed out Jimin on the couch with a bottle of Soju not too far from him on the coffee table. I sigh and take the bottle, placing it in the kitchen sink to be reused later.

I walked over to Jimin and caressed his face, I was surprised to find it wet.

'He's been crying' I say to myself as I carried him gently to our room. He tosses for a while and turns, mumbling words that I couldn't decipher and I placed him down. I was going to let him go to change out of my uniform, but there was a light tug on my jacket causing me to turn around.

"Please stay.." his voice was quiet and broken. My heart started to churn painfully and I took off my jacket and kicked off my shoes.

"Are you alright Jiminie?"

" 'm missed you." He said as he held me closer, his face covered by my chest. "I missed you too baby." His legs wrapped around mine, I held him by the waist and there was a comforting silence.

"I'm sorry"

"For what baby." I tried to pry him off gently to see his face but he kept his hold.

"For asking about kids so early. I was selfish and only thinking about myself and not what you though-"

"Shut up Jimin." I said quickly. Holding him close as he cried, soft whimpers leaving his soft and delicate mouth.
"Listen, it's not that I don't want kids, it's just that I don't think I'm ready..I mean, me, raising a human being? Jimin my job is dangerous, I could die any day and I don't want my kid to grow up with only one parent."

I touched his hair, stroking it ever so gently. I can feel his small fingers grab onto my shirt tightly.
"I know. It's a thought I'd rather keep behind my mind." He said as he looked up at me, his eyes were red, and tears pouring down whenever he'd blink.

"Let's think about it for a while, Okay? It's a big decision, but we can start looking for adoption centers?" I asked him, wiping away his tears.

His eyes twinkled and he hugged me tighter.
"Thank you Yoongi." He said as he gave me a kiss.
"You're welcome Sunshine."

'I should look for an agent to help us'
And with that thought, I drifted to sleep.

We both fell  that night, holding one another tightly.