Lovely (K.n.j + K.s.j)

16

Jin

It was 8 hours later. Jin returned home. He opened the door quietly and placed his keys down. The television was opened and there was Namjoon, passed out, holding onto a book as he slept.

Jin kisses his forehead and went to change. He still believed that Namjoon was a good person and it was all a coincidence.

Jungkook earlier seemed to be in a good mood. Working in forensics must be good for him. Taehyung finally has a new friend.

He looked around the room and wanted to see for any misplaced file again to jog his intuition and his need for answers.

Jin will confront when he needs to, but this was his Namjoon, his Joonie. He trusted him so much, that he was too afraid on what would happen if he spoke to him.

Jin. Was afraid of Namjoon.

He never thought he would say that. If Jin really knew what Namjoon was, what was he capable of? What was with his innocent persona? Did anybody else know?

He's loved Namjoon for 4 years now, he knows he'd never lie to him. But with the gravity of the lie? Maybe he did. He knew, he had to talk to him about it, sooner or later.

He needs to know the truth.

Taking the remote, he turned off the television, took Namjoon's book off of his hands and placing it on the coffee table.

Jin went to their closet and took one of their nicest blankets and draped it over Namjoon. A small smile etched on his face when warmth hit his body.

"Goodnight Joon." Giving him a quick kiss to his temple, he went to their room, leaving the door opened so that he could watch Namjoon. He couldn't handle sleeping alone, so it gave Jin some comfort seeing the love of his life not too far from him. 

Jin laid there, eyes looking at the bare ceiling, blanket tossed to the side of the bed. He was over thinking again. Playing all the different scenarios in his head, on what would happen, if Namjoon found out about Jin looking through his files. 

Closing his eyes, he tried to sleep, but he was restless. So he laid down, still, motionless. Waited for anything to happen. 

Loud sounds, sirens, and cries. He looked around the scene. People running and fire set on cars slowly burning around the metal, leaving nothing but a hollow shell of the vehicle. 

He felt something warm in his hands, looking down he saw a body. Not just any body. It was Namjoon in his arms. Tears pooled in his eyes, falling off of his face. 

"No, no no, Namjoon-ah! Stay with me please!" The dying man held Jin's hand, intertwining them.

"I love you...so much." He kept coughing and loosing blood. 

"This isn't real, this isn't real." He kept repeating to himself as he placed pressure on the wound, nothing changing as he does. 

"Please, keep you eyes open Namjoon! Baby! Please!" Over and over, pleading for him to keep his eyes from closing. Namjoon felt so tired though, he wanted to rest; but Jin was there, he had to live, right?

"I-I'm sorry, it just-I feel so sleepy Jin, I-I'm just gonna..rest for..a bit.." His hands were so cold as they fell onto the concrete floor. 

Jin let out a scream as he watched his lover go pale and die in his arms.

He woke up. 
Looking around, he saw Namjoon seated by him, a scared and concerned expression on his face. "Jinnie?" Leaping into his arms, he sobbed onto the younger's shoulder. 

"Was it a bad dream?" Namjoon played with his hair as he cried. He knew his boyfriend had nightmares, but he didn't think it would make him feel this scared to see his boyfriend scream bloody murder. 

"Worse. It was a true nightmare." Jin said in between sobs as he looked at Namjoon. 

"Do you want to tell me what happened?" Jin shook his head, forgetting about his thoughts of the case, work, and Namjoon's 'secret life'. He just wanted to be held by the man he loves. 

"It's okay, I'm here." Namjoon wrapped his arms around Jin, holding him closer. "Joon..." Jin mumbled. 

"Yes babe?" 

"You-You'd..never lie to me right? No secrets?" 

Namjoons expression softened. He knew that it would hurt Jin to know the truth, but it felt so right at the moment, now he regrets showing him the file. 

Namjoon shook his head. Giving Jin a soft smile.

"You already know everything about me Jinnie, no secrets." Jin's heart ached. He wasn't lying. Namjoon knows what he meant by 'everything'. 

Jin kept his mouth shut as usual and just snuggled closer to Namjoon, wanting to feel the warmth that envelopes him so nicely. 

"Good..." Was his last words before he drifted into sleep with his boyfriend holding him close. 

(Sorry for short chapter//promise to post a longer one next time, I just really wanted to do a nightmare-ish scene)