You Are What Your Name Is

Chapter 18

<P>OKAY PEOPLE SO HERES THE DEALIO. I'm super super super super super sorry it was like two fricken weeks, and I hope you don't hate me too much. Once again, this is only for people who actually care if I post, which I'm starting to think not because you do not <STRONG>VOTE </STRONG>and <STRONG>COMMENT</STRONG>. (see the subliminal message there?)</P>

<P>Anyways give me a break, it was my birthday yesterday after all :) so that gives me an excuse... sort of...</P>

<P>I tried to make this longer, but it didnt exactly work, so sorry about that. :( I will try and make it longer next time my frieends!</P>

<P>I was thinking I had a lot of things to include in this little pre-story rant, but apparantly not anymore, my brain feels fried. eek. I'm staying up extra late to post this for you, so feel appreciated. I hope I don't die of extreme tiredness tomorrow. pfft.</P>

<P>Anyways, ENJOY!</P>

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<P>"NO!" I screamed, bolting upright. It was obviously too fast and my joints screamed in protest. Why was I in such a cramped position? Where was I again? Panicked, I frantically rubbed the tears and sleep out of my eyes. I looked around and was met by several very pissed off looking faces. I tried to take a deep breath but it didn't work. I felt a blanket get thrown over my shoulders, and then suddenly Talon had his arm around me. Rubbing his hand up and down my arm, he tried to calm me down. Gradually I stopped hyperventilating and was left with little hiccups. (A/N: I find it so weird how you can spell hiccups as hiccoughs, haha!)</P>

<P>"Are you alright?" he asked worriedly when things had quieted back down. I had managed to wake everyone in first class as well as a few back further on the plane.</P>

<P>"Y-yup. B-b-bad dream." I stuttered, still shaken. I don't what it was about this dream, it was the same reoccurring dream I always have, but for some reason something about it seemed much more sinister.</P>

<P>"No your not." he sighed. </P>

<P>My eyes filled up unexpectedly, and I turned towards the window blinking furiously trying to hold back the tears. The sky was beginning to lighten, as it was early in the morning.</P>

<P>"Talk about it, it might help." he urged quietly, while pulling me back to him.</P>

<P>"It's the same dream I always have, but it was worse somehow this time." I quivered in a small voice.</P>

<P>"It's probably because of all the change you're going through right now. Just think, in one day your entire view on life was drastically changed." he said trying to comfort me.</P>

<P>"I know but its too much. It's too much Talon!" I said to him, my voice rising hysterically towards the end. I then broke down into full out, nasty, heart breaking sobs on him. Some horrible corner of my mind smiled wryly at how uncomfortable I was making him.</P>

<P>Suddenly, I noticed I wasn't the only one crying. There was a much quieter sobbing coming from the front of the plane. I recognized the sad sounds as Belle's crying. I quickly quit my crying, and shared a knowing glance with Talon, looking from Belle's seat, back to him. I undid my seatbelt, and quietly made my way down the isle, so as not to wake the other for a second time this morning.</P>

<P>"...no Sam, she's gone. We left her, she's gone. We're flying back home without her, and oh she's gone!" I heard Belle sob. What is she going on about?</P>