Do You Believe In Magic?

Do You Believe In Magic? Part 30

Ahhh guys I am so so so so so so sorry/:

School has been so intense and i've completely forgot about this.

Don't hate me):

This is short but interesting.

Ill try to write more, I promise.

I love you all<3

Victoria's Point Of View

"I love you." I let out a gush of air at the surprise of the statement.

"Dustin..." He interrupted me.

"Listen Victoria, I know I am not going to heaven because of what I have done in my life. But even if I thought there was a chance, it would not matter. Because to me? Heaven isn't the place you go when you die. Heaven is that moment in life when you feel alive. And Victoria, you make me feel that way every day, every single day."

"Dustin.." He caught my chin up and pressed his cold lips to mine. I froze but all memories of Dustin's love caught up to me. He held me close to his and I felt his cold arms snake around my waist.

"I am sorry." He whispered after I pulled away. I shook my head and put space between us so I could think.

"Dustin, i'm going to England this weekend for months. I can't leave you like this, I can't..." I stood and walked to the door.

"Victoria, wait." I stopped walking but didn't turn. "You know what I cannot handle? You being away from me. I need you in my existence or it is not worth a thing. I need your love, I need you." My heart broke into a billion pieces and more tears fell.

"Dustin, I have to have you in my life. You were my life for months. But, we have to be just friends, for my sake. I can't do this, I can't do us."

"Where are you going?"

"I need to go home." I left his house and went to my car. I drove to my house and not seconds after I got in, my phone was buzzing. I sighed and answered without checking who it was.

"Hello?"

"Tori! Everyone is talking about you!"

"What? Who?"

"All my friends, even Sam. God...he's so gorgeous."

"Not really." The doorbell rang.

"You're nuts. He's so.." She kept rambling as I opened the door and gasped. "Victoria? You still here?"

"Taylor, I..I have to go." I hung up. "Luke, what are you doing here?"

"We need to talk, Vic."

"Not now." I tried shutting the door but he stuck his foot in.

"Now." I didn't want to deal with this now. I slammed the door open and looked at him with a sigh.

"What do we need to talk about?" I asked, quietly.

"Why can't we make up? I love you and I miss you. Seeing you with Jesse killed me. I'm sorry for everything i've ever done to you. I was being so stupid. But losing you has changed my perspective. I can't be without you, I can't..." He looked down and stopped talking.

"Luke, I..can't trust you and I can't be with someone I don't trust."

"You can't or you won't?" I felt more tears threatening to pour over.

"Both." I answered.

"Vic..."

"I have to study for my finals. Okay? Please leave."