Chapter 6
I woke up this morning feel sick as I ran to the bathroom my dad came in . "Rachel you okay baby?" he asked "I came out of the bathroom . I didn't even think about telling my dads it just never came up . I looked at him and said , "sit down ." he sat down and said ,"okay should I call your father ?" "um yeah ." he called my father upstairs and he came in and sat down . I sighed and said , "dad , daddy I want to know that I love you both so much and I understand if you're mad but just hear me out before you say anything ." "I'm pregnant with Finns child." they looked at me shocked they didn't know what to say but then my dad says , "how could this happen Rachel ? weren't you responsible ,don't you care about you're future ?" he asked "of course I do it was aid take we were so careful it was only once ." I said "I'm going to kill that boy ." my daddy said I stopped ad said , "wait don't , he doesn't even know yet ." he turned around and said , "you haven't told him ?" I shook my head , "no I wanted to tell you first ." he sat down and said , "Rachel you need to tell him." "I want to it's just hard ." "I know but you have to ." my dad said . "okay I will ." and I left for school .
Later in glee club I asked mr.shue if I could sing a song and he said yes . I walked up to the front and said ," this is for Finn there's something I need to tell you that I'm not quite sure how to say." I sighed and the music started :
In a book, in a box, in the closet
In a line, in a song I once heard
In a moment on a front porch late one June
In a breath inside a whisper beneath the moon
There it was at the tips of my fingers
There it was on the tip of my tongue
There you were and I had never been that far
There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms
And I let it all slip away
What do I do now that you're gone
No back up plan, no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldn't say
There's a rain that will never stop fallin'
There's a wall that I tried to take down
What I should have said just wouldn't pass my lips
So I held back and now we've come to this
And it's too late now
What do I do now that you're gone
No back up plan, no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldn't say
I should have found the way to tell you how I felt
Now the one I'm telling is myself
What do I do now that you're gone
No back up plan, no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldn't say
What do I do now that you're gone
No back up plan, no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldn't say
What do I do now that you're gone
No back up plan, no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldn't say
He looked at me I had tears coming down my cheek . everyone was looking at me I ran out suddenly and he followed me . I was sitting in the auditorium crying silently in side when someone opened the door . it was Finn he came down to the stage and sat with me and said ,"that was a powerful performance Rach , one of your best ." I looked at him with tears in my eyes . "hey what's wrong ?" he asked hold my hand "Finn there's something I need to tell you ." "ok what is it ." he asked I didn't look at him for a moment and then I said , "member prom night and what we did after ?" "Yeah what about it?" he asked "well two days ago I got sick in the morning and it's been awhile since I've gotten my period so I took a test and it was positive . What I'm trying to say is ... I'm pregnant ." he like at me and didn't say anything .
Songs : "New York state of mind" billy Joel
"Words I couldn't say" lieghton mister
