Chapter 41
We were at the wedding party when Finn came up to me and said , "hey ." "Hi ." I said "so what did you think of the ceremony?" He asked "it was very beautiful ." I said "yeah it was ." he said "do you regret not getting married ?" I asked "yeah I do , you would of had made a beautiful bride , and you still would ." he said I sighed and got up then went to the bar and said ,"Long Island ice tea please ." Finn followed me and said , "also a scotch on the rocks please ." I got my Long Island and I started to drink "woah Rachel slow down ." Finn said "no thanks I think I could et drunk tonight ." I said "what about audrey ?" He said "Quinn will keep her at her house over night ." I said "okay then bottoms up ." he said and we drank . seven tequila shots later I was dancing with Finn however he was sober . "how you doing there Rachel ?" He asked . I chuckled , "I'm ... I'm good never been better .." I said loosely "Rachel maybe we should go home ." he said "okay let ..let..let me just get my purse ." I stumbled over and reach for my purse but before I could I tripped over my self but then Finn caught me . I smiled and he carried me to the car and we drove home . We pulled up to the drive way and I looked at Finn and smiled . He then carried me into the house and upstairs . "ok here you go ." he said "can you lay down with me ?" I asked ready to sleep . "Rachel , you know I can't do that ." He said "and why not ?" I asked still drunk "because I don't want to regret it later ." he said "how could regret anything that has to do with you ?" I said "Rachel , I can't your not thinking right ." he said "why didn't you come after me Finn ?" I said "what do you mean ?" He said "why didn't you come that night we fought ? Why weren't you there for audrey birth ? Twelve years I had to live without you ?" I said angrily "Rachel we can about this tomorrow ." he said "no ! I want to talk about this now !" I demanded "Rachel you're drunk go to bed ." he said "I hate you , you ruined my life ." I said coldly . he looked at me sadly and just left .
