Chapter 23
It's been 3 days since Finn has been in the hospital . everything feels so different with him not being in the same bed as me . I keep praying and hoping he'll wake up . I been by his side every moment but I'm starting to lose hope. I can't help but think he may never wake up , he my never get to see his baby girl , he may never get to meet her and that scares me . nobody knows this , not even kurt . This morning I woke up and found mr.Shue sitting there next to me . "hey , what are you doing here ?" I asked "I came in to see how he was doing and you of course ." he said "he's doing okay he's stable so that's good ." I said . "that is good but how are you doing with all this and the baby ?" he asked "honestly , I'm scared that he won't make it ." I started to cry alittle and he put his hand on my shoulder and said , "everything will be okay ." "and what if it's not ? what if he doesn't live? I can't raise this baby by myself Mr.Shue , I can't let her go without a father ." I said "don't talk like that Rachel ! Finn is going to make it he is a fighter , he will be there for you and that baby . you and I both know that ." he told me . I smiled and said , "your right I'm just scared ." "don't be scared because you will get through this ." he said and he hugged me . The next day I got came in and Finn was still lying there I smiled sat down and said , "hey you , its me Rachel ." "I know that you probably can't hear me right now and that's okay because I know you'll wake up soon I can feel it in my heart ." i held his hand "so you know how we were in the car that one day and the song make you feel my love came on by bob Dylan and you and I sang it ." "well I always thought of that as our song and I think that maybe if I sing it to you that it may help you so here it goes ." I then turned on the music and started :
When the rain is blowing in your face and the whole world is on your case . I could offer you a warm embrace to make you feel my love .
When the even shadows and the stars appear and there's no one there to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years to make you feel my love .
I know you haven't made your mind up yet , but I would never do you wrong I know it from the moment that we met you were mine all along .
I go Hungry I go black and blue I go crawling down the avenue , no there ain't nothing that I wouldn't do to make you feel my love ,
Oh the storms are railing on storming streets and the highway of regret .
The winds are change blowing wild and free , you ain't seen nothing like me yet .
I could make you happy make your dreams come true go to the ends of the earth for you .
To make you feel my love ,
To make you feel my love .
(End of song )
I got up and started to walk away when I heard , "I remember that song ." I turned around and there I saw those beautiful blue eyes opened. "it was May 3rd I took you to breadsticks for our 2nd anniversary and we were in the car driving home and this song came on and you asked me to sing it with you ."he said to me . I smiled and chuckled as I wiped my tears of joy . I then ran over and hugged him then said , "don't you ever scare me like that again Finn Hudson you hear me ." "I hear you and I love you Rachel ." he said. "I love you too Finn ."
Song- make you feel my love by bob Dylan .
