AN- Thank you Raeneyyy for all the positive comments! Anyways, sorry for the super long hiatus...stuff went down I guess. I'll work on getting into an update schedule again! I'm a high school student, so my free time is a limited, but I'll try my best! I'm also looking for a proof-reader, so anyone interested please message me and let me know!
Christina's POV
When we get back to the house Katherine immediately heads up to her room, and Amy sits in the living room room. I hear Amy start to talk, and realize that she must have called someone.
I head up to my room and sit on the edge of the bed. I'm just so exhausted. I keep wishing that this whole think is just a nightmare. I still see Lisa hanging from the ceiling every time I close my eyes, and it hurts so much. Last night I had a dream that I didn't get there in time and Lisa died...
I think about all of the messages and hate we found on Lisa's phone, and I am immediately angry.
Why do people have to be so cruel? Don't they understand that they are saying that horrible stuff to an actual person? I want to find them all and tell them exactly what they managed to do, I want to look them in the eye as they realize that they almost killed someone. I want them to know that their actions had a part in my sister's attempted suicide.
Except...they are just people. Cruel and idiotic people, but people. Most of them probably didn't even realize what they were doing. It reminds me of all the comments that compare us.
Those people claim to be our biggest fans, but they still rank us by how pretty they think we are, or how well they think we sing. Some of them even rank us by how much they either like or hate our personalities. They don't even know us! These people that I have never met are ranking me by things they don't even know, I just don't understand. Don't they know how much it hurts to be compared to your sisters and found lacking or less than?!
I guess I am angry about a lot of things.
AN- So, short chapter, but I do have a question. Should Lisa be sent to an inpatient program? That would mean her getting transferred to a psychiatric hospital that is specifically for people from the age of 19 to 35. The other option is her being sent home with mandatory therapy 3 times a week. I am leaning towards the hospital, but let me know what you guys prefer!
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