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Chapter 14

AN- Hey! Look at me posting on time! XD
Anyways, thanks so much for all the votes! If anyone has any feedback or ideas they want written in, whether it be this story or a new one, feel free to contact me! And again, this chapter is going to be super dark! So, if you are triggered by pretty much anything suicide, DO NOT READ.

Lisa's POV

There. Now I have everything set up. I think I am going to use a rope, it'll be quick, and I will pass out before I die. It'll feel like falling asleep, hopefully. Maybe I should put out a video for the CimFam? So that my sisters don't have to announce it, I can time it to go up on my channel tonight. And then I can do it. I was going to say goodbye in person first, but I don't think I can do that. I've finished editing this weekend's videos, so that Christina doesn't have to worry about it. I think I'm ready. I should make that video though.

I grab my phone and set it up on my desk.

-Scene: Rope in the background, hanging from her ceiling fan, she doesn't realize it is in the shot, she is sitting in the chair, looks very tired, no makeup.-

I press play.
"Hey guys. Lisa here, you are probably wondering what this video is about. I wanted to be the one to tell you guys, not my sisters. Anyway, you guys are the best fans anyone could ask for. Most of you are kind, honest, beautiful, and supportive. I love all of you, and that's why I have to say this. I'm not going to be here anymore. I've had a rough year, and it's only gotten worse these past few months. I just can't do this anymore. And to all those people that have been sending me hate mail, I'm sorry for whatever I did to hurt you. I promise I didn't mean it, I'm sorry. You guys are going to have to be super supportive of my sisters, okay? This is going to be a little hard on them. And remember, you are awesome! It's okay to be different, a little crazy, not too follow the crowd. That's okay, never change for anyone. I love you guys. Goodbye."

I stop the video, and quickly put it on a timer to go up in an hour. I grab Charles and just hug him on my bed. I look at the time later, and it's 1 minute till the video is supposed to go up. I open my laptop and watch it tick down. It uploads, and I watch the notification squad arrive. Immediately, the comments start. I don't even look at them. I shut the laptop, and turn to the rope. I make sure the boxes are lined up, and step on my desk chair. The rope goes around my neck, and I breathe in and then out once, before kicking the chair. (I am not going to illustrate this in detail.)
-She passes out-
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Edit: If you want to have a quick ending that doesn't take me months to get to, there is an alternate chapter 15 after the original it is a completely different ending, but hey, I'm updating pretty slowly, so I figured I'd give you guys an option.

An: So, I have a deal for you guys. If I get 10 views on this chapter in the next few hours, I'll post another tonight. Sound good? If not, the next one will be up sometime this week. Hope you had a good weekend!