Please Don't Leave Me

Chapter 39

Okay. Today we're gonna try to have a good day.

I got out of bed, changed my clothes, and looked out the window. Okay I'm done I thought. Too cheesy.

I was all smiles for some reason. Well, until I walked out my bedroom door.

"Hi" Jared smiled.

"Uh. hey" I looked down.

We stood there for a while because it was a very awkward moment.

"I need to go-" I started but he grabbed my face and kissed me.

After the kiss I pulled away and walked downstairs.

"Hey... Okay Nevermind you look upset. Spill." Liberty said.

"Jared just kissed me" I said and through my dirty clothes in the washer.

"Alana! That's great!" she screamed.

"What's great?" Jared said and came downstairs.

I walked away. I feel so awkward around him now.

Right then I heard someone throw up.

I ran in Joseph's room. "What's wrong?" I asked him.

Joseph was crying.

"Why is he crying?" Iggy asked me.

"Iggs, stay here. I'll be right back and we'll clean this up. Joseph, a word." I told him and he came walking out if the room with me.

"Hey what's up?" I said.

"She threw up again" he said trying so hard not to cry. My brother never cries. Ever.

"So" I said.

"GOSH ALANA SHES NOT SICK SHES NOT-" He started yelling.

"JOSEPH SHUTUP SHES GONNA HEAR YOU" I yelled back.

"She's not sick, shes not stressed-"

"So what is sh-"

"SHES PREGNANT!" he said. "And it's not my baby"

"Are you sure?" I asked him.

"What, that's it's not my kid, yeah" he sassed.

"No" I hit his shoulder. "are you sure she's pregnant?"

He nodded slowly.

"Tell ya what. I'll go buy a test and we'll find out." I sighed.

I walked downstairs.

"Hey Lib-" I started.

"She's in the bathroom" Jared said.

I went and started folding the clothes out if the laundry basket.

"A, talk to me" he said.

"Alana" he said again.

"ALANA WHY WONT YOU TALK TO ME!" he yelled.

"GOSH BECAUSE IM SCARED JARED!" I yelled back. "I'm scared"

"Scared of what?" he asked me and got if the chair.

"Random things. Scared that you'll find someone better than me. Stronger, prettier. And that haunts me day by day that I have to look at you. Thinking that kills me. Because I choose you. I'll choose you over and over. Without a pause, without a doubt, in a heartbeat I keep choosing you." I finally let out. And it felt good.

"Fine" he said.

"What?" I asked him.

"Then I'll admit too." he came a little closer. "I think of you every second of every day. You're my favorite subject to talk about. When I hug you I wish I could never let go. Most of my dreams have you in them. I always get excited when I see you and. And. I'm completely in love with you" he said and came over to me and kissed me.

It was a good long kiss not just a 2 second one.

"Awe!" Liberty said.

I smiled brightly.

"So is that a yes?" Jared asked.

"You never asked me a question" I laughed.

"Oh ya" he said. "Will you be my girlfriend......again" he laughed.

"Yes" I smiled.

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