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twenty eight

E! News

Actress y/n l/n spotted on her way to first day of filming.
Executive Producer, Ryan Murphy, confirmed 2 months ago that l/n will be joining the infamous cast of American Horror Story; and fans haven't stopped talking about it since.

Something else on the lips of Y/n l/n and Sarah Paulson fans, is the ever-growing rumour of a split. Representatives have refused to comment, but recent instagram posts or lack off have only fueled the fire.

Maybe that's the reason for l/n's less than impressed look she sported on the way to set? And what will this mean for the pair working together in the future? Only time will tell!

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@pillypie:
Someone looks different this season...
#AHSHotel
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@user1:
She looks so sad😭
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@user2:
Is she ok? @official_y/n come get yo womannn!
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@evanpeters:
Wait until you see what I'm wearing ;)
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Reply to @evanpeters;
@official_y/n:
Pretty sure I look better than you js

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Reply to @official_y/n;
@user3:
What happened with you and Sarah? She's doesn't look ok. You better not have hurt her!

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You hadn't spoken properly to Sarah since the phone call, practically avoiding any offers to go out with the cast. You'd met them all officially at the recent table read, sitting as far away from Paulson as possible. Or more so, she requested to sit with Ryan instead of the cast. So, really, she moved away from you.

You never wanted what happened to end up like this. You weren't sure what you wanted, but her avoiding you was not what you thought would happen at all. If anything, it should be the other way round. No matter how much she had hurt you though, you still found yourself pining for her touch.

Filming had been going well, you had remembered every line and you were even able to improvise with Evan a few times. You loved a show like this, where your creativity was allowed to be free. You were almost done for the day, all that was left was a small scene with Sarah. Shouldn't be a big deal, however, your character was set out to be Sarah's love interest. Which also didn't seem a big deal while you were dating, but now, you just wanted to run away.

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"Why don't we leave here? I can make you feel so good, I have a room..."

Sarah's arms snaked around your waist from behind, her lips pressed against your ear. Her light breath on your skin gave you goosebumps as always, and your heart rate jumped at the close proximity you were in again.

"What if I say no? And play hard to get?"

You felt Sarah's front push closer into your back, her breathing speeding up, matching your own.

"You know you can't resist me... you won't leave me, you can't"

Her arms spun you around, and her face came closer to yours. You could see the hurt deep with her eyes, you'd seen the same look within your own this morning as you sat in front of the mirror. Your hands reached her hips as you pulled her further in, if that was possible. Your foreheads met and your body heat began to mingle with hers. Your lips were almost brushing, causing your face to heat up immediately; you thanked the gods for the make up covering the blush.

"CUT!"

You felt Sarah pull away almost immediately, your body temperature dropping as you felt her untwine herself from your limbs. You missed the feeling of her so close to you, invading your space, taking away your breath. But she caused this. She was the one who kissed someone else. She betrayed you.

You thanked the crew and Ryan as you made your way back to your trailer, wanting nothing more than to return to your sweatpants and comfy clothes. You yearned for the feeling of Sarah pulling you back, stopping you from returning home alone. But her hand never reached yours; so you returned to your trailer alone and with tears streaming down your cheeks. They probably felt at home on your skin, for they had fallen and resided in the same place every day since you saw that photo.

Alcohol seemed like a good idea.

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