B/f💕: Of course you can Has something happened? I thought you were on holiday with Sarah?
Y/n❤: I was Shes been messaging Holland I don't know what to do
B/f💕: Are you serious! Again?! What's wrong with her...
Y/n❤: I love her so much What's wrong with me?
B/f💕: Theres nothing wrong with you n/n, this is her fault. There has to be a reason for this
Y/n❤: Shes still in love with her
B/f💕: You can't think like that babe
Y/n❤: She told me I'm almost at yours You better have alcohol
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@official_y/n: Sometimes theres a hundred lies behind a smile and not a single truth behind a tear ---
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MsSarahPaulson: Take your time, don't worry. I'll wait forever, if that is what it'll take for you to forgive me.
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*Incoming call*
Y/n: "Answering your calls after something like this happens is becoming awfully familiar"
You tried to stay calm but you couldn't help the spite that resounded in your voice. You were fed up of ignoring her calls and you decided the sooner the better...
Sarah: "please...you have to believe me- it's not what you think-"
Y/n: "not what I think? You're still in love with her sarah! After all this time? After stringing me along, making me fall for you?"
You could hear her trying not to cry, and that just made you feel worse. A mix of guilt for making her feel like that and sickness when you remembered the reason why.
Sarah: "you didn't give me a chance to answer"
Y/n: "you didn't need to"
Sarah: "please, just come home, so we can talk"
Y/n: "That's not my home anymore Sarah, I can't do this anymore"
Sarah: "C- Can't do what?"
By now, sobs were escaping her mouth and tears were escaping your eyes. You saw yourself with Sarah for the rest of your life not that long ago. And now you were ending it? Of course you didn't want to, but maybe you were fighting a losing battle?
Y/n: "...us"
Sarah: "No! Please y/n! I can't- I Can't be without y-you... please"
Y/n: "Don't make this any harder than it ready is... please... goodbye Sarah"
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*new message*
Unknown: Hello, it's Holland. sarah's told me what happened. I'm sorry if I've caused what's happened but you have to know it's not what you think. I'll always love Sarah but she loves you. We're just trying to be friends
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You couldn't believe that Holland had the audacity to message you. She must know how Sarah feels about her? They were surely just trying to trick you again. You were tricked once, but never again. You were in pieces again at the hands of Sarah. She promised to never hurt you again, and yet she had.
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Y/n: Don't try and apologise for her. You've both hurt me. She loves you not me. I'm not fighting anymore. I'm done, you've won
Holland: I don't want her y/n, I have someone else. She truly loves you, much more than she ever loved me. We were meeting up so I could tell her about my new relationship, I thought I owed her that much. So she knew that I had moved on
Y/n: I asked her Holland. I asked her if she loved you
Holland: Just talk to her, please I'm scared for her She told me she'd failed you, she doesnt know how to get you to listen or forgive her Don't let her do anything stupid
Y/n: I already have, I said goodbye. She'll be fine without me, I can't be with someone who has feelings for someone else. I'm tired of fighting for a spot in her heart when she so easily lives within mine
Holland: You split up with her?!
Y/n: I don't really see what it has to do with you Holland. I had no choice
Holland: You have to call her, or find her, do something.
Y/n: What are you talking about?
Holland: Shes not answering anyone y/n, she said she was going for a drive, I'm scared for her
Y/n: I know where she'll be
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You drove towards yours and Sarah's favourite bar, the bar you went to the first time you 'split up'. You knew that's where she'd be, you couldn't stand the thought of her being there in the state she'd probably be in. It was probably a bad idea, but if things were the other way round you were sure she'd do the same.
You were getting closer and closer when you saw the road ahead was closed. It was an accident as usual, that corner was always causing people to swerve, never anything serious. But as you got closer and closer, you realised you knew the car involved and the body being pulled from it...
