greed•y - billie eilish

fifteen

finley

"Toothbrush?"

"Check."

"Phone charger?"

"Check."

"Clothes?"

"Duh."

"Will to live?"

"Ehh working on it."

"That was a joke Finnie.."

"Yeah, yeah." I chuckled rolling my eyes playfully, I held my suitcase in hand ready to load into the Uber that was magically ordered by Billie, the car was completely unnecessarily nice the black Tahoe pulling into my driveway making my brothers truck look like a piece of rubbish beside the shining black aluminum, the sky was gloomy out and a slight drizzle fell upon my skin making me only want to go back into the comfort of my own bed again.

My brother helped me get my things into the car as my anxiety grew to extremes, I was super nervous to leave by myself I had barley left my secluded little town let alone leave the state by myself I could tell my brother was nervous for me despite him making a whole thirty minute talk about how good it'll be for me to get out of the house for once.

Billie on the other hand was ecstatic she hadn't stopped texting me once from the moment I woke up, actually she was the one that woke me up by calling my phone continuously on a loop.

I wasn't going to lie, getting out of bed this morning was tougher than I thought it would be, I honestly don't know how I made it through packing but Billies continuous talking kept me distracted I guess.

{I'm on my way to the airport now}

Billie
{Yess I'm so excited dude you have no idea}

Billie
{Text me as soon as you get off the plane 🖤}

I smiled down at my phone before clicking it leaning my head on the window as we drove farther and farther away from my little town the paddles of rain hitting the windows filling my ears and the hum of the highway putting me to sleep until I arrived.

"Ma'am, we're here." The man spoke practically for the first time and scaring the fuck out of me from waking from my sleep, I sucked in a breath quickly sitting up in my seat to take a look at my surroundings.

I mean.. he was right we were here the buzzing loud noises of cars and honks filling my ears all echoing around me that already was stirring up a headache in my brain.

I thanked the man for unloading my things before I was left to find my own way around the airport out of panic I called Billie to figure out what the hell I was supposed to do.

"Hey Finnie what's up?" She immediately answered her voice soothing my nerves in an instant "I um.. I don't really know what to do at an airport and I'm alone so.." I told her my cheeks heating up in embarrassment as people bumped into me and everyone looked like they all had a purpose for where they were going and I was just.. standing looking confused.

She laughed softly into the phone bringing a smile to my face her voice was slightly raspy like she had been sleeping.

"Welll.. you check in to your flight first that's pretty easy because I sent you that thing remember and then you hand over your luggage to the people there's a line and don't cut because people be rude as hell, then go through security find your boarding gate and then wait and you're off it's that easy." She explained to me as I furrowed my eyebrows looking around my surrounding areas "You make it sound so easy." I groaned slightly stomping my foot earning a laugh.

"It kind of is Finley I think you're being a tiny bit dramatic." She chuckled causing me to gasp "I'm not dramatic!" I huffed a little too dramatic followed by a long pause "Ok.. maybe a little bit but this is a lot I don't do things remember." I mumbled while finding my way to towards the line for check in.

"Mhm, well Finnie I hope you find your way because a bitch is tired and is falling back asleep." She sighed into the phone followed by a yawn.

I smiled rolling my eyes playfully "I think I'll find my way, I'll tell you when I land."

"I can't wait to see you Finley.." She told me sending butterflies to my stomach at the softness of her voice "Call me as soon as you land I want to wake to wake up to your pretty voice." She added the butterflies in my stomach tripling by a million "Don't be cheesy." I blushed hearing a soft chuckle in response.

"Shut up I'm excited."

This girl was too much, how could I feel this type of way towards her everything about how I felt confused me.. do I even like girls? I've never even dated anyone before how could I know what I liked?

All I knew is she made my stomach burst with butterflies and my heart feel all funny..

The thought of her made everything in my body feel all jittery, I knew this wasn't the way you were supposed to feel towards a friend.. I couldn't help but think what it would be like to run my fingers through her hair or cuddle up to her chest.. I wanted to know what her lips tasted like.. where they soft like they looked?

I should stop thinking before I made a fool of myself becoming flustered..

Hm, maybe I do like girls.

~C ♡

this book suddenly grew so fast in one day wth.. #2 on billieeilish tag?? 🥺 y'all gonna make a bitch get emotional and shit🥺