greed•y - billie eilish

fourteen

finley

"Finley?" Billies voice called over FaceTime as I sat criss crossed in bed doodling across a notepad where I began to write my "feelings" Billie told me it worked but all I've gotten down is maybe one sentence and a bunch of bubbly stick figures.

"Hm?" I answered barley taking a glance towards my phone screen as I doodled away "Have you ever been high?" She asked nearly making me choke on my own spit raising my eyebrow.

"Uh.. no.." I chuckled giving her a weird look as she sighed nodding her head "Yeah me neither.. but I watched this one guy go fucking crazy go stupid on cocaine.. I thought that hoe was finna die." She told me causing me to laugh by the way she explained it.

"Why were you even around someone doing crack cocaine?" I asked narrowing my eyes slightly "Dude artist parties go wild I don't even like to go to them anymore." She responded slightly shrugging her shoulders "But it wasn't crack it was just cocaine.."

"Pff like there's a difference." I scuffed chuckling softly.

"Remind me to not go to a party with you then." I laughed filling in the little heart I created onto the lined paper my old pin barley letting out enough to ink to write a sentence.

"I'd neverr bring you to something like that the fuck, you're too innocent for that shit." She scuffed I gasped as if I was offended turning my attention to her face lit up across my screen "I'm not innocent!" I defended watching her light up with a smile across her lips.

"Sure angel sure." She laughed rolling her eyes playfully I shook my head at the look on her face my eyes drawing back down toward my paper before I blushed too hard for her to notice.

"Soo..." She drawled my lips curling up before she even finished, I knew what she was about to bring up.

"Have you made up your mind yet?" She asked her button nose scrunching up as she smiled making it impossible to turn her down, it wasn't like I was going to anyways Alex already said he thought it was a good idea.

"I'm still thinking." I told her to see her reaction earning a groan nearly immediately.

"Come onnnn Finleyy pleasee." She begged practically whining like a child as I laughed rolling my eyes "I'm kidding, yeah I'll come." I told her my smile growing brighter when she squealed of excitement.

"Yess!" "It's gonna be so much fun dude you've got to go everywhere I can't wait." She gleamed biting down on her lip and giving me a look that made my heart feel all funny, this girl confused me, I shouldn't feel the way I do sometimes..

I wasn't going to lie I was nervous about going, nervous about her family, nervous about everything.. what if people saw me with her? What if her fans knew I existed.. I'm a nobody I'm not special.

"What if.. what if people don't like me?" I sighed chewing on my bottom lip out of nervousness, I watched Billies eyebrows furrow in confusion before picking up her phone to display her face towards the camera better "What are you talking about?" She asked her eyes watching me out of concern as I let out a soft sigh.

"I mean.. what if your family hates me.. what if people find out I'm your friend t-they won't like me I'm literally nobody." I explained twirling the silver ring around my finger anxiously.

"Dude.. seriously?" "You've already met my brother even though he was kinda being a dickhead and my mom already knows who you are.. cuz ya know I kinda talk about sometimes..."

"Sometimes?" "Bitch you talk about her all the time.." An unfamiliar voice spoke I arched my brow in confusing when she turned the camera towards her brother that was just chillin in her hotel room with her.

"Wait.. has he been there this whole time?" I asked chuckling under my breath "Yeah we're forced to share a hotel room tonight because his girlfriendd couldn't come this time." "So now I'm fucking stuck with his snoring headass." She told me dragging out the part about his girlfriend.

I laughed playfully rolling my eyes at how dramatic she was "You snore too you know.. when you fall asleep on the phone I hear it sometimes.." I teased as she glared at me letting out a huff "Shut up." She grumped with a slight pout.

I smiled at the look on her face watching her eyebrow twitch slightly before she brought her hand to her face rubbing her eye out of habit.

"I can't wait for you to come Finley." "I'm buying your tickets now." She smiled bringing a laptop onto her lap clicking away at the keys that lit up with the dim lighting on the hotel room.

"When am I supposed to be leaving exactly?" I asked arching a brow "Umm... two days." She told me causing my eyes to widened "Two days?!" "How am I supposed to be ready in two days??" I yelped suddenly growing nervous of leaving after all.

"You'll be ready it'll be fine." Billie brushed off even though I was kinda freaking out inside, I sighed nodding my head my brain racking too many thoughts at once, if I kept overthinking I'm gonna give myself a damn headache.

"You leave on Monday your plane boards at 10am." She told me barley able to keep herself from smiling out of excitement "I see you in two dayss." She gleamed as I smiled a pit of nervousness settling in my stomach at the thought.

"I see you in two days.."

~C ♡