greed•y - billie eilish

eighteen

⚠︎ trigger warning ⚠︎

finley

I wondered Billies house in confusion searching the living room and kitchen to see where she could've gone I was seconds from getting up before I caught glimpses of her hair blowing outside sitting in the outdoor swing her legs brought up on the bench.

Nervously I made my way outside closing the front door behind me she looked up at me when she heard then noise my eyes searching over her red cheeks stained with dried tears.

"Are you okay?" I asked softly scared to walk closer.

Of course she isn't okay you idiot she was fucking crying.

She nodded softly scooting over to let me sit beside her on the swing not once letting her eyes meet mine for a second.

Her hand gripped mine lacing her fingers with my fingers with a tight squeeze.

"I didn't want to tell you." She sighed with a sniff wiping her nose with the back of her sweatshirt sleeve "But I know you see it, I know it's weird and creepy a-and everyone wants to fucking talk about it even though I don't want to.. I make it seem okay like it doesn't bother me when it does." She continued her eyes glossing with tears again as I sat confused as to what she was even talking about.

"I don't understand-"

"I have Tourette's syndrome I get these like ticks a-and I don't like to talk about it because it's always kind of been there.. b-but I was with someone once a-and he wasn't nice about it h-he never liked me much I know that now but I did and it really fucked me up so if you think it's creepy or it makes you uncomfortable I understand." She confessed I could feel the nervousness radiate off of her and it broke my heart to think she felt this way.

I scooted closer giving her hand a squeeze while my other hand pushed her chin up softly for her to look at me, my stomach turned at the blotchiness of her skin from crying her lips slightly pouted out and swollen.

"Hey, listen." "You could never make me uncomfortable whoever made you feel any other way than perfect is an asshole and clearly can't see how amazing you are, who gives a shit what other people think that makes you who you are and it's beautiful you're beautiful." I told her watching her eyes brim with tears her chin quivering slightly before leaning forward her head resting on my chest.

"You're amazing Finley." She whimpered hugging me a bit tighter before pulling away her eyes meeting mine, I smiled sweetly with a blush slightly shrugging my shoulders.

My eyes widened when she suddenly leaned forward her lips meeting mine in a slow kiss, there was no way I'd get used to this feeling, there was no way her lips wouldn't feel amazing against mine.

We both pulled away to catch a breath her thumb gliding across my face in the same pattern sending goosebumps along my arms "You know now it'll be impossible for me to leave." I whispered her lips inching forward to kiss me again "Then don't leave." She breathed kissing my lips a second time our kiss slow and soft unlike the first time we kissed.

My breathing hitched as she suddenly pulled away her eyes wide looking out at the street as people walked by with a dog "We should.. we should go inside." She stuttered grabbing my hand tightly to pull me up I gave her a slight smile nodding my head.

"People show up here sometimes dude it's scary, I love them and all it's just unsettling.. this is my home ya know." She sighed closing the door behind her before turning the two locks one was gold one was silver like it had been placed there after the first.