greed•y - billie eilish

eight

finley

"Baby, I don't feel so good"
"Six words you never understood"

My eyes watched her mesmerized by her incredible talent, there wasn't anything to prepare me for the soft voice that sung through the arena.

I knew I wasn't sure what to expect but I definitely didn't expect that, her voice was so angelic to my ears it sent goosebumps and chills down my body.

From the moment she stepped out on stage and began to sing I couldn't look away, I wasn't sure how long I stood here but it felt like awhile, my heart was practically beating out of my chest at the sight of her, she's breathtaking.

Even though she show was way over a span of thirty minutes that's what it felt like, I was so lost in her voice that once she stopped and it ended I felt as if there needed to be more like I couldn't get enough.

"That was insane!" I smiled with excitement seeing the adrenaline in her eyes as she walked towards me a smile on her face that brightened up the room "I'm glad you enjoyed it." "Now you don't have to say kidz bop was your first concert." She giggled soft pants escaping her lips from being out of breath, I laughed my smile growing.

My phone buzzing in my pocket broke my attention away from Billie quickly reaching down to look at the glowing screen my brothers name spelled across it "Shit." My smile dropped quickly swiping to answer barely able to hear over all the commotion.

"Yeah?" I breathed scared to get a response back from my brother "Where the hell are you?" "It's almost three am Finley." He sighed clearly groggy and tired from possibly just waking up, my eyes widened in realization of the time letting out a few curses before looking around for Billie our eyes meeting from a distance as she talked to someone her eyebrows furrowing at my panicked face.

"Finley??" My brother sighed my heart beat picking up as I watched Billie walk towards me "I-I'm about to leave I'll be home soon." I told him quickly hanging up before he could say another word.

"Hey, what's wrong love?" Billie asked concern written on her face, I let out a breath flustered by her nickname despite my anxiety to leave "I-I just need to go, it's late and my brother needs his car, he's gonna kill me if I'm not home tomorrow." I explained my breathing slightly becoming uneven once her hand softly grabbed arm pulling me slightly away from the crowd of people walking past us.

"Hey, hey it's okay." She breathed in an attempt to calm me down, I guess my demeanor of anxiety showed despite my effort to mask it, I let out a breath nodding my head her firm grasp on my arm grabbing my attention away from the chaos surrounding me.

It made me wonder how she was able to handle it all the time, I was about to go insane.

"Here, I'll have security walk us out okay?" "I can get you to your car mamas, no worries." She assured me causing me to let out a breath of relief quickly nodding my head in agreement.

"I'm so dead, he has to have the car by the morning, god I won't even be home by five when he needs it." I sighed my hands practically shaking in anxiety, I could sense how tense she was over my panicked state especially as she rushed around to get me out.

Just a few demanding words from the girl and security was on our side following us to my car, my nerves were heavy especially while hearing crowds of voices only around the corner, any sight of the girl I stood next to and I'd be trampled in minutes.

She let out a breath through puffed cheeks her eyes watching over me unlock my brothers dusty car the barley running engine roaring to life as I turned the key closing the door and rolling down the window to let the raven haired girl talk to me "Look I.." She tried saying but stopping her sentence before she could finish, my eyebrow arched at the tint of red slowly rising on her cheeks the look on her face clearly displaying she was nervous and flustered.

I listened to her jewelry clink together for a minute as she moved her head turning to look at the impatient security ready to pull her away "Here, give me your phone." She sighed extending her hand into the car window the palm of her hand stretched out waiting for me to hand it over.

I gulped nodding my head quickly and handing over my phone after I unlocked it her fingers typing away at something I couldn't see due to where I was sitting.

With a smile she quickly handed the phone back to me her eyes meeting mine, it was simply unfair how perfect she is. I could barley look away from her striking features.

"Drive safe, okay?" She nodded tapping the side of the car softly her rings clinking against the aluminum body, I quickly nodded slightly at how she genuinely cared about my well being, I wish all people were as sweet as her.

"Dude and don't hesitate to call me if you start to feel tired like you can't stay awake, I don't want you to fall asleep." She added seriously her finger pointed in my face as she began to back up, I smiled with a nod my face flushing a rosy pink "Bye Finley, it was nice meeting you." She waved bringing an even pinker hue to my cheeks "It was nice meeting you too, I don't think I'll never forget this." I told her honestly, my stomach turning at the realization of this day coming to an end, I could never go back to this night but I couldn't help but wish for it to start all over again.

"You don't have to forget, call me dummy." "I really like you Finley." She chuckled waving slightly before blowing a kiss with her hand my stomach twisting as she began to back up her security practically pulling her away from my car.

I let out a breath after she left my sight her bright neon shirt leaving sight as she was guided back into the building, biting down on my lip I smiled my heart still racing over this whole crazy night, I truly wished I could feel as amazing as I did today the thought of going home back into my bubble made my stomach turn, I wasn't ready to go back into my depression filled hole.

heyy it's been a minute I've been busy but I'm finally getting back to this I hope y'all enjoyed this chapter at least a little bit 😂😅

~C ♡