Don't Let Me Be Gone

Seventy Six

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TRIGGER WARNING — kinda bloody, swearing, sAdDnEsS aNd AnGsT

Roman POV
"Deal." I said, shaking Remus's hand. A tingling feeling went up my arm as the green flames spread onto my own hand.

"If that is all,"  Logan said once I pulled my hand away.  "Patton and I will be taking our leave." 

With that, Logan picked Patton up and headed up the stairs. 

"Me and Emile should probs get goin' too."  Remy said, standing up with Emile. 

"I wouldn't do that..."  Mumbled Remus.  "Corruption is gonna be hella pissed and he might come for us at basically any time."

Remy let out a long sigh and pulled his sunglasses down over his eyes. 

"Where are we supposed to stay than?"  Remy asked, obvious annoyance in his tone. 

"We have a guest bedroom you two could stay in,"  I said without thinking.  "It's down at the end of the hall...next to...Virgil's room." 

I could barely even say his name at this point without bursting into tears.  I quickly lowered my head and brushed away the tears in shame. 

"Okay, sure, thank hun."  Remy said before picking up Emile and carrying him upstairs. 

"Are you okay Quinn?"  I asked.  He jumped, obviously not expecting to be addressed. 

"I...I don't know...I think I'm okay."  He mumbled, anxiously fiddling with his hands.  "My rib is broken though...I don't know how to fix it." 

"I can help with that,"  I told him.  "I'm used to treating injuries and broken bones from fights I get into in the Imagination."

"Oh okay, thank you."  Quinn thanked me quietly. 

"C'mon."  I said, walking into the kitchen.  I grabbed some gauze out of the drawer.

~~~~time skip bc I'm a dumb lazy author that doesn't know how to wrap a broken bone, especially a rib~~~~

"Thanks."  Quinn mumbled, pulling the dress back up over the bandages. 

"No problem."  I mumbled.  "Go rest, you need it.  Than we'll all talk about how to get Virgil and Deceit back." 

"Okay."  Quinn said before quickly heading upstairs to his and Deceit's room. 

"Are ya down in there yet bro?"  Remus called from the living room. 

"Yeah, why?"  I asked.  "Can I not grieve in peace before dealing with you?"

"Ouch."  Remus said in mock offense, placing a hand over his heart.  He pouted before bursting out into laughter.

"Seriously though, do you need something?"  I asked. 

"Not at the moment."  He answered, getting off the couch.  "I'm going to go find Ignorance and get him here now."

"Okay, good luck with that."  I told him. 

"I don't need luck!"  Remus declared.  "I have the power of god and anime on my side!"

"Whatever."  I said with a sigh, way to emotionally exhausted to deal with Remus's shit right now.  "Just don't like die or anything."

"Aw!  Do you care about me Roman?"  Remus asked in a mocking tone, placing his chin on my shoulder. 

"Stop."  I said, shrugging him off me. "Just got do whatever you need to do and leave me alone for now."

"Okay bro."  Remus said before skipping out of the house.  I don't think I'll ever get used how he acts. 

I trudged up the stairs and into my room.  I flopped down on my bed, wishing more than anything that Virgil was laying next to me. 

I felt like crying, but I had no tears left to cry. 

I just want Virgil back.  I miss him so fucking much.  I love him.

I hate Corruption for what he did to Virgil.  What he's probably continuing to do to Virgil now that he's the only one left in Corruption's grasp. 

Besides Deceit, but Deceit is working with Corruption now anyways. 

I got up off my bed and walked out of my room.  I slowly walked down to Virgil's room.  I entered it and flopped down on his bed. 

I buried myself in the blankets, breathing in Virgil's scent.  I wrapped my arms around a pillow, wishing with all my might that I was hugging Virgil instead. 

Than the tears came.  And I had my second mental breakdown of the day. 

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Quinn POV
I stood in me and Dee's room, feeling empty.  Well, I also felt some jealousy.  Patton and Logan are happy together again.  Remy and Emile are happy together again.

And here I am.

All alone. 

Bruises and broken.  All by myself.  I miss Dee so much.  I wish he was here.  So he could hold me and tell me everything would be okay and kiss me and cuddle with me. 

I started sobbing.  Just completely breaking down.  I started shaking violently, barely even registering it. 

I wrapped my arms around myself and slowly made me way over to the bed. 

I collapsed onto it and curled up.  I sobbed my heart out, crying more than I have in a long time. 

All the pain came out.  From being kidnapped.  From being used by Corruption.  From being beat by Corruption.  From getting raped by Corruption.  From getting my rib broken. 

And most of all, Deceit forgetting me. 

That single thought just increased my crying and shaking.  After giving myself a good half hour to cry, I finally peeled myself off the bed. 

I felt exhausted and alone.  I took deep breaths, trying to stop my shaking. 

I stood up on shaky legs and started unzipping the dress.  It was difficult, but eventually I got the dress off. 

I threw the dress into an unknown corner of the room, hoping to never see it again.  I searched around for a clean pair of boxers. 

I found one of Dee's shirts.  It was a a black shirt with little yellow cartoonish snakes on it.  I pulled it one, not bothering with trying to find a pair of pants.

I crawled back into the bed and curled up.  I hugged my knees tightly to my chest.  I started crying again, but only a few tears this time. 

I miss Dee so much.