Virgil, once a Dark Side is now a Light Side.
But the past often doesn't leave good enough alone.
When the other sides only make Virgil feel worse, who's to stop him from just ending it all.
Of course, Thomas taking pills to keep Virgil at bay d...
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@your_thot_child
❦☽ FANART TIME OVER ☾❦
TRIGGER WARNING : blood, swearing, fighting, punching, talks about self harm (cutting), ANGST, panic attacks, talks about death
Virgil POV The urges are back.
For no fucking apparent reason, the urges are back. The urge to find something sharp and make myself bleed. To make my wrists stained red with my blood.
It's around midnight last time I checked. I haven't been able to fall asleep. I'm worried about Evan. I'm worried about Thomas. I'm worried about Dee.
Roman was snoring softly next to me, deep in sleep. But I was wide away, shaking slightly, trying my best not to cut. To not get up and lock myself in the bathroom. To not dismantle yet another razor and cut myself.
I wanted to wake up Roman so he could talk me out of it. But I didn't want to bother him.
But that allowed for my mind to take over. For the voices to take over again. But they hurt even more now. It isn't Deceit or Corruption's voice in my head anymore. It's my own voice, telling me all the horrible truths about myself. And that's makes it so much worse.
you're just a burden
a mistake
you will always be the bad guy
the villain in Thomas's life
you don't help Thomas
all you do is mess everything up
you are nothing more than a parasite in Thomas's mind...hurting him
a flaw...a mistake...that isn't needed
it's your fault that Evan is suffering
you can never do anything right
you deserve to be alone
you deserve all their hate
you deserve to disappear
you deserve to die
all of this is your fault
if you weren't so weak, none of this would have happened
