Exiled

Nazeer 89

It wasn't until this moment that I truly realized just how insane my mom was; she showed no remorse in the lies she told against my father, she didn't shed a single tear over the husband who was now in the hospital, nor did she bat an eye when I told her what her cruelty was doing to me. In fact, she seemed to be enjoying all the pain she was causing and now my only question was, what is her endgame? My mom was highly intelligent, she wasn't doing this just to be spiteful there was a grand scheme at the end of this road, something that she must've been planning for a while now. My mom walked over to the fireplace and grabbed her glass of red wine and downed it in one gulp, she looked at me, my grandma, and Wally malice danced in her eyes as I begged, pleaded for answers. There was a moment, a fraction of a second where I felt like my pain was reaching her, I thought maybe if I pushed hard enough I would be able to finally breakthrough that diamond hard wall she had built around her heart, but as quickly as it came it was gone and the only thing left was a cold smile.

"Nazeer I didn't raise you to be a bitch, your father's influence is starting to show. I mean it's bad enough you're out here fuckin boys, again another one of your father's traits I plan to get rid of." My mom said pouring herself another glass of wine.

"Mom my sexuality has nothing to do with dad, I've always been attracted to dudes and I think you've always known yet you didn't want to admit it. You couldn't have been blind as to what was going on with me and Lucci." I said ducking just in time as the wine glass flew towards my head.

"Nazeer I've heard enough about your deviancy, I should've put an end to this a long time ago. Neji corrupted you and now you've corrupted Luciano.... it seems like all the men in my life need rehabilitation." My mom said shaking her head. "Nazeer... my methods may be harsh but trust me there for your own good." She said but I didn't believe her for a second.

"If you can't be honest with yourself at the very least you can be honest with your son. When Neji called me I knew it was bad but not like this.... Nazeer was always a sweet child, always wanting to be around his mother but now I see why he got the hell outta dodge because you are evil incarnate." My grandma said looking at her daughter.

"Why thank you mother...." My mom said smiling before turning to me. "The truth of the matter is quite simple really... I never wanted children, they're messy, they're needy, and above all else they're disrespectful. Furthermore, I never wanted children with Neji, he was always so..... I don't even know why I agreed to marry him, I never loved him and thank God I had the foresight to terminate that second one before he caught wind of it could you imagine two of y'all running around." My mom said smiling. "What I love is money.... what I crave for is power.... and Neji got in the way of that. Sure he had plans to make more money but he lost me the second he said he wasn't doing it for me but for Nazeer." My mom said turning towards the fireplace.

"And what's wrong with that?" Wally asked and honestly, I had completely forgotten that he was here, my mom had my undivided attention as I stood there completely shocked at what I was hearing.

"Because that money was supposed to be mine.... it's that simple. But Neji wanted to leave everything to Nazeer if something were to ever happen to him, I guess he was under the assumption that I was trying to have him killed or something... or maybe he was just preparing for the worst. I'm not sure what his motives were but the simple fact that I wasn't getting a penny if he died.... that bothered me, plus his stroke was trash so I moved on to other toys. Men who could handle a woman like me, including your father... eventually Neji showed his true colors and I divorced his ass taking everything he had which was a lot easier than having him kill. BUT HE JUST HAD TO KEEP BEING HIM, STARTING A NEW BUSINESS MAKING MORE THAN HE WAS WHEN HE WAS WITH ME......." My mom shouted but then calmed down.

"I....." I couldn't think of anything to say, but she didn't seem to care as she continued on with her story.

"Eventually I found someone else, sure he wasn't making as much as Neji but he had potential, then he started getting on my nerves. True we didn't really marry for love, I knew he was still in love with his dying bitch of a wife BUT ONCE AGAIN NATALIE GOT SCREWED OVER BECAUSE HE, JUST LIKE NEJI PLANNED ON LEAVING EVERYTHING TO HIS SON! So... in conclusion, men are trash.... and you two will eventually grow to be trash like all men." She said smirking to herself.